Clumsy Y/N

Episode 39- My Miss Clumsy...

Taehyung pov-

5 years since I last met her, saw her, felt her near me. I don't even know how am I even surviving without her, without her smile, without her glares, without her cute adorable faces and pouts. I know I am a coward. I didn't have the courage to stay there when I know she would never be mine. I would never be able to make her happy when I am myself so broken from inside. She was the only ray of hope, but I could not bring her into my broken life and make her life miserable. She is the light of my darkness. She is like a beautiful, delicate flower, whom I could crush easily. That's why I had to leave, I can't give her anymore hopes than I have already given. I know I have hurt her alot, she might hate me more than anything. I can live and endure her hate but I can't see tears in her beautiful eyes and that too because of me.

Thursday morning-

Again I woke up at 3. I haven't been able to sleep properly in these 5 years. This insomnia has made me weak from the inside. But I can't do anything. I stood up from the bed, got ready in a t-shirt and a trouser. Jogging is the only thing that came into my mind. I have started to feel anxious again after such a long time.
I reached my favourite park, it's view is so enchanting. I wish I could share this this My YN. I looked up at the sky, there is still darkness covering it. I can't help but feel empty from the inside. The park was empty at this time, obviously. I looked towards my right to see a woman standing with her back towards me and for a second my heart stopped. What is it??
I walked towards her, but within mins she was out of my sight.
It felt weird and all of a sudden I remembered my YN. Although she's always in my mind, but today it's different. I think I am going crazy from this separation. I turned around and walked back to my penthouse, which doesn't even feel like home, it's just a place I live in. Because my home is where my miss clumsy is...

To be continued...