Clumsy Y/N

Episode 43- SHE IS MINE AND ONLY MINE...

YN pov-

It's already been three months since, I am in London. Taehyung has ignored me completely, but i am not any less, i have also ignored him terribly like he is not even here in front of my eyes, when he came from the front, i take the left. If accidently he is in the same elevator, I immediately leave that lift. I can see how pissed that makes him. He is irritated by my behavior. But what he doesn't know is that it's just the start, there's a lot to come baby.   

One afternoon
At canteen-

I was standing in the line, when all of a sudden, I felt goosebumps rising at the back of my neck. I know he's here, I can feel him, his manly cologne erupted my any thinking sense. I feel his eyes boring holes on the back of my head. I walk forward and placed my order when he finally spoke,
"that damn drink has cherry seeds, and you are allergic to it"
I smiled, love to know that he remembers and still cares about me, even though he tries his best to hide it.
However, i took that drink and scowled back at him.
"It's none of your damn business Mr. Kim. Don't pretend that you know me too well and this drink is for someone special", I smriked looking at his expression.
I can see his jaw clenched and both hands tight into a fist. He opened his mouth to say anything further. But I left from there before he could even say a word. I hate the fact that I am hurting him but he has hurt me enough. He should trust me enough to share his problems. How can he cut himself from his friends and family like we are nothing to him. It's clear he is suffering the most in this so called brave act. But he is a stubborn ass.

I exhaled, honestly I am tired. I don't know how to make him realise, he is hurting everyone including himself. But I have vowed to make him realise that he is wrong, that he can trust me with his problems, that I am never gonna leave him even if he badmouth me or hurt me physically, although I know he would never ever raise his hand on me. That's the last thing to even think about.

At evening-

"Bye YN, you sure you can go back"
"Ofcourse Jasmine I am not new here"
She laughed and waved back and then left. I think I am the last one to leave. Even John is not here, usually he drops me to my home. But today I told him to take a day off afterall yesterday he got to know that him and Liliana are expecting twins. He must be celebrating. Thinking about kids gives a beautiful feeling within myself. But I can't imagine kids with anyone else other than...
I shook my head. Get a grip YNa
After packing up my stuff, I took my bag and moved towards the main gate. I stepped outside only to see Mr. Kim leaning on his car, which is not his limo. Did he bought a new one. He was doing something in his phone. Maybe he is waiting for someone. Is it a woman? Shut up and move ahead YN.
I started moving towards the bus station.
"And where do you think you are going??"
Amusement lacing in his voice.
Is he talking to me? Na, I am imagining.
I again started walking.
"YN I am talking to you"
Oh it's me only. Hahaha very funny.
I turned to face him. Damn he is gorgeous. I racked my eyes from his three piece Armani suit to his handsome face.
Have you gone completely crazy?
I cleared my throat and again looked at him only to see a smirk on his face. He knows I was checking him out.
"Like what you see baby"
"Huff I have seen better Mr. Kim"
Liar.
He chuckled
"You are a horrible liar YN".
I scowled at him and again turned to leave. When he held my wrist. I closed my eyes to feel his touch.
Coming back to my senses.
"This is really inappropriate. You can't touch me like this"
"Really but aren't you the one who was moaning my name two months back at my house" his eyes are boring into mine.
I smriked and replied with a sassy attitude.
"So what you have already claimed me as a gold digger, a whore, so it doesn't really matter what I felt Mr. Kim"
He looked at me with guilt in his eyes and slowly left my wrist.
"Y-yNa i-i never called you a wh--
I didn't let him finish.
"Look Mr. Kim even though you have not said that word, but that doesn't mean it would change the meaning of your words, now if you are done, I have to go"
I again turned to go, but he again stopped me
I groaned.
"Now what??"
"Please let me drop you home"
I crossed my arms and replied.
"Is this your way to show sympathy towards me, if yes then I don't need it"
"I-i- am not showing you any sympathy, I-i just can't leave you like this in the night, it can be dangerous"
"You don't have to worry about me"
"Please YN, I am shameful for the words I said to you, please I want to make up to you, please let me drop you home atleast"
"No I said no, I don't wanna go with you"
He closed his eyes clearly irritated.
"Why the fuck are you so stubborn??"
I smiled and replied "I am born stubborn".
He growled. But when I was about to turn away, droplets of water started pouring over us and soon it started raining heavily.