I zone back in.
I guess I've been staring at the ceiling for a day.
It sure feels like it . . .
And I'm surprised I haven't fallen asleep by now.
But anyhow . . .
I try to re-visit all the events that have happened to me in 3 days.
I was basically just sleeping in this bed or staring up at the ceiling.
Or finding out my name.
Or listening to the doctors talking about me dying in five days.
Only four days until I supposedly 'die', according to the doctors.
At the moment I'm actually kinda chilled out about me dying, because I don't think I'll actually die in four days, that's stupid.
But then when it gets closer and closer to the day I apparently die, I'm going to get more and more worried and probably scared of dying.
I mean, I don't want to die, but the doctor might be wrong on the dying part.
I know I'm still messed up, and covered in infected cuts and giant bruises, but I'm no longer bleeding internally.
I'm not bleeding at all actually.
But my cuts do sting really badly at the moment, and my muscles ache like all heck, but I get to take the medicine soon, that's good.
Almost every 2 hours I'm hanging out for that medicine, I've grown used to it these past 3 days.
The medicine does really help I don't exactly know what's in it, but it really helps me and that's all that matters.
Only 20 minutes left until my medicine time, thank god.
I'm not as tired as before, even though I haven't slept in a day.
I guess it doesn't matter because I've been sleeping for the last couple days anyway.
I still feel like crap.
But as I said before, the doctors and nurses fixed me up real good.
Real good.
They must have had a lot of training to be this good, or just their common knowledge.
Actually I think people have to learn these doctor skills before they actually become a doctor.
Ha.
18 minutes now, until I taste the bitterness that is my medicine.
And to feel the cold water slide down my throat, refreshing.
I better wait now, 17 minutes until medicine time.
Actually, I shall wait the 17 minutes and 36 seconds even if it drains all the energy that I have.
