LDR

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We first meet in Meeff. Out of the many women you can meet in Meeff, I am the one you chose to give your attention to. I encountered a lot of men but you are the first man who showed me respect. It started with "Hello" until you asked my IG username and then we talked there. We talked about many things and you were at ease with me until you confessed that you like me. I don't believe it because what I have in mind is that maybe you're just joking or you're not serious about what you're saying. You message me every day to prove to me that you are serious about what you say. I don't pay attention to what you say because I don't know you well yet. That's your daily routine to message me. You even say I will give you a chance that you will prove to me that you are sincere and I say to you that I will think about it. Saying to me that "I respect you as a woman" makes me smile. I think many times if I will give you a chance or not, because of your sincerity and dedication to pursue me so, I decided to give you a chance to see if you are sincere or not. At first, I was scared. Scared to trust again. Scared to share my heart with another but I'm beyond glad for taking the courage to give my heart to you. I always thought that love was a fairytale, only in songs and movies. Never could I have dreamed that one day I would find happiness with someone like you. I accept you as my boyfriend that was Oct. 10, 2023. You are so happy that time because I'm your GF. After we talk IG you ask my WhatsApp number so I give it to you and you send me a message. We talked there until I said to you that my Wifi Load Expired and I even told you that my older sister will go home and there's a possibility she opened my phone and found out about our relationship. Your GF has a strict family. Imagine I'm 24 years old but my family is so strict HAHAHAHAHA So, I give you my Fb name so you can send me a message and of course we can have communication to each other. I said to you, We use FB because it's safe, so that my older sister can't open my account. She can't open my FB bcos I don't save my password for the safety purposes HAHAHAHAHA

Since we became a couple everyday you message me ahmm I guess 24/7, you always say that you love me. You never failed me to show how much you love me and I didn't know every day pass I'm in love with you deeper and deeper the way you treat me, you prove your love for me and the way you always try to understand me. Experiencing the love you share with me reaffirms the truth that true love exists. I appreciate how you treat me like a queen. I knew people wouldn't understand us. Foreign people from different countries always say "Filipina people are gold diggers". It hurts on my part that foreign people think like that to my fellow Filipina. Maybe some are gold diggers but I'm not like them. I say this to you when we first meet.

The first week that we were in a relationship we had big arguments because of my jealousy. I ask about your past and you answer me honestly until I stalk your account. In the first place I shouldn't ask about your past but because of my curiosity I ask. I can't control my jealousy until we argue and I thought we broke up. Thankfully you did not give up, you try to explain to me and understand me despite my jealousy. You always accept me and understand me every time we have arguments because I always keep digging into your past. I was just curious so I stalk your account until I make jealous and then arguments again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I always says sorry and you always accept my apologies. I'm so grateful that I found a man who loves me wholeheartedly. Everyday you're loved and cared for me always the same. You never change towards me despite my attitude I'm showing to you. Showing my bad side to see if you are staying with me or leaving me. You always prove to me that whatever happens you will not leave me, you always fight for me and you always love me for who I am. Thank you for the apologies after fights, thank you for understanding and respecting my feelings, thank you for truly trying, for truly loving me, for truly caring. Thank you for all your time. I couldn't ask for more than you freely and lovingly give. I'm forever grateful that God gave you to me. I am falling for you deeper and deeper with every passing moment.

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