Online Love

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We found the house I liked and it was five blocks away from his house. I called the owner and he met us there. I got to look through the house and it was beautiful. I wrote him a check and he gave me the keys. I was so excited. I literally ran to his house getting into my car

"I'll be back gotta go get my clothes from ex house!" I said driving away with him cracking up laughing

I pulled up to cash house and seen he was home for once in a Damn life time. I walked past him grabbing my suit cases.

"Where you going?" He asked me looking like he was about to cry

I shook my head and brushed past him with the last suit case in my hand until he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him

"Baby I need you please don't leave me!" He said crying now
I looked at him and seen sorrow in his eyes but this can't fix shit I'm through
"No you ruined your chance and I'm gone!" I said grabbing his face and kissing his lips

I walked to my car and got in driving to my new home dropping everything off. I remembered something I had left at cash house and had to go back and get my grandma's necklace off the dresser. She gave me the necklace when I was ten and that was the day that we all had to say bye to her on my birthday. Yes worst tenth birthday ever. I pulled up to his house and he was still here. I ran up to the door and put in the pass code to get in. I walked into the living room and up the stairs to see his door wide open. I walked into the room we shared to see him in the shower with a gun pointed towards his temple.

I ran over to him screaming his name. He looked at me and started crying. I walked slowly into the shower and turned off the water but by then I was soaking wet. I bent down and pulled him into a hug as he held on to me and cried and as he was crying and his head to my chest I could feel all the pain be was feeling and the shit was strong. Cash was feeling so much pain and hurt and I just could bare to stay its for the best of us. I helped him out his wet clothes and into the bed with his dry boxers. I climbed into bed with him knowing I had to call someone to help him before he tried to kill his damn self. I laid in bed and he just held on to me like if I was to move I wouldn't ever be in his.life again. I searched for my phone and forgot I left everything outside. When I knew he was sleep I snuck outside and grabbed all my stuff from my phone to the keys to my charger and locked my doors running in the house locking the top lock so even if someone did know the pass code they still couldn't get in. I did that too all the doors because knowing violet she gone try some crazy shit and gone get her ass whopped by me just wait, watch, and see. Violet is a creepy one she like a damn ninja pop up on you when your ass is least expecting it the bitch is a sneaky mf'er I can tell you that much. I walked upstairs and seen cash was no loner sleep anymore

"So when I sleep you wanna just leave me? Do you think you can leave me? WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE TOGETHER FOR FOREVRR!" He said yelling coming towards me

"Cash I'm not.leaving I just had to grab my phone out the car!" I reassured him and went to the bed

He calmed down and laid beside me cuddling with me. I started to think and think of different places to put him in because what he just pulled his mind ain't where it needs to be at and that's real.