♡𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 you♡💕 (𝔂𝓾𝓾𝓬𝓪𝓼 𝓽𝓹𝓷) English

PANIC

Almost four weeks and Emma was still unconscious, everyone was worried but without any noticeable pain, she was the most uneasy.
He knew that his plan at first was to kill one of the children, but now that Emma didn't wake up he was worried that she wouldn't open her eyes again.

That day Yuugo was in the room he shares with Lucas, he was lying down looking at the ceiling, moments before he had gone to see if Emma was okay but he wanted to go again, he got up and anxiously went to the room where she was to check if is found correctly.

Seeing her unconscious, immersed in that deep sleep, he felt guilty since he could have helped her more, then he sat next to her to take care of her for a while longer. Time passed and when he saw the clock he had already been there for a couple of hours, he got up and left the room to go to his room, it was late so Lucas was already there. They talked a little but then they both went to sleep, in the middle of the night Yuugo woke up, he felt bad, his head hurt and he had an immense desire to cry, he looked at the ceiling to see if he would calm down a little but it was of no use, he He sat down and looked at Lucas, he thought about waking him up but he didn't want to disturb him, he got up and left the room so as not to disturb him, he walked down the hallway directly to the Library, he felt dizzy, anxious and stressed.
He arrived at the book cave and went directly to look for his favorite book, a cookbook about recipes for the outdoors, he took it but his hands were shaking and when he opened the first page his head hurt in the worst possible way, the last time I had had pain like that, it was minutes before the children from Grace Field arrived at the shelter.

He grabbed his head, letting go of the book and started crying silently because of it, he felt anxious, stressed, worried, sad and angry but he couldn't know what he had. Meanwhile, Lucas woke up when he noticed Yuugo's absence. He wondered where he was and got up to go look for him. He thought about several places in the shelter but decided to go to the Library. He arrived and saw him in that situation, he knew immediately that he was having a panic attack.

-yuugo- called him so he knew he was there.

Yuugo turned to look at him, his eyes were full of tears and he couldn't say anything, Lucas was quick with him and hugged him.

-calm down, you are having a panic attack, you have to calm down

Yuugo hugged him tightly as he trembled a little.

-Try to control your breathing, think about something else... think about... the kitchen, which you like so much

Lucas gave advice to calm down to his beloved friend and after a while Yugo was already calm but still hugging Lucas, they were both sitting on the floor and his friend was reading him the book that he had thrown away.

"And that's the last recipe... how are you, Yuu?" he said, closing the book and leaving it aside.

-I think I'm better now...forgive me for bothering you...-

-It doesn't bother me at all, you know I want you to be well- I turn to look at him.

-But it's too late...-

-It doesn't matter what time it is, as long as I know that you are fine and that you are with me I can be calm, but if not I can't, do you understand?

-Am I really that important to you?-

-You are, even more so, these thirteen years were difficult without you-

-I love you very much Lucas but...why?-

-because you are the most special person I know, I regret not having told you before yugo but i love you, since we were children and being separated made me realize that without you I am nothing-

Both remained silent, Yuugo turned to look at him confused and surprised, Lucas looked away hoping that Yuugo's reaction would be good but then that silence was broken.

-Are you serious? Lucas, I... do you like me?

-...for a long time, since we were children- I wait for a response from yuugo but I don't speak - I didn't tell you for fear that you would reject me... but all this made me realize that they can separate us again at any moment -

Yuugo turned away.

-Lucas... I... I didn't know that...-

-You liked Dina and I never said anything about that-

yuugo turned to see him

-Lucas, you... I've always liked you too but... I was confused, I liked Dina but so did you and I didn't know what to do-

-really?-

him as he turned to look at him.

-of course! Lucas...- he couldn't say anything else, he just stared at him.

-Yuugo...- he took one of his hands while he looked into his eyes- yuugo I love you and you love me

Yuugo hugged him and they didn't say anything, now that they had made this discovery they didn't know what to do, but they knew that they love each other and that it is best to be together, after a while they got up and went to his room.

Now they were something more, they were boyfriends and what they could would be enough to be happy.

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