Today is the day. Today is the day that I would be losing her and I never thought it could be so hard. I decided to go to the stables and ride with my friends which usually lasts from right after school to 5:30. As bad as I wanted to be there for her, I just couldn't stand to watch her die in front of me. Have you ever lost a family member whom you were very close with? People say animals are just animals sometimes but she was more. She was my family. I was extremely close to her and it was excruciating just thinking about it. The day I had gotten to school I stayed behind everyone. I was quiet, I didn't talk, I didn't even eat lunch that day(seeing as though I hardly ever eat now as it is. I just eat enough to keep me awake.) my friends could tell something was up and they kept asking but I never replied. I only told my two very best friends Hollie and Shailei. -sigh- an old saying is 'Things happen for a reason.' But what in gods plan made him think that was supposed to happen! I realize she was old and I understand she was probably in pain. Of course before they decided on euthanizing her, they consulted to me about it. And have you ever felt like a telepathy thing when your extremely close to someone or an animal? It's like Brownie and I had that, we knew when the other was in pain, mad, sad. If I was sad I would sit on the fence and she would walk up to me. If she was in pain I would lay with her and tell her it's gonna be okay. And of course I was lying to myself. Everything wasn't fine and it only made every second for her- growing weaker. So when I went to riding that day i was in mid-jump of a course. (I'm a HunterXjumper. Which is show jumping basically) next thing I know I kinda felt a weight pushed onto my chest. It slowly decreased until it was gone. *breath-slow**breath-slower**breath-stopped* then the weight went away. I softly winced into my shirt but it was unnoticed. That's when it finally hit me.
She Was Gone.
My Horse, My Brownie, My Best-Friend....Who is now
My Angel.
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The story isn't over yet! I'm going to do what happened afterwards. Thanks to everyone who is enjoying this and reading it! Well bye for now my loves,!
Phoenix. XxxX
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My First Horse
AdventureI love animals, especially horses, my parents and brothers got me my very own horse for my 9th birthday. Read to find out the story of me and my horse, Brownie. (All of this is true!!)
