Bruises (an outsiders fanfiction)**on hold**

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i woke up in someones arms
" SHES WAKING UP"the boy whos carrying me yelled
man that voice is dreamy.. what am i saying? SHILOH YOUR IN A RELATIONSHIP! i mentally yelled at myself.
"who are u" i said barely above a whisper
"im Sodapop Doll" he replied
"im *cough* Shiloh" i said again barely above a whisper
"GUYS!" sodapop yelled as we entered an unfamiliar house
"i think i can walk now" i said unsure
"hold on ill set you on the couch" he answered
next thing i know im set down on a couch in between two extremely attractive guys
"whos this doll soda?" the one on my left said
" that's Shiloh" he responded
"um so who are all of you?" i questioned
" oh um this is dallas" he said pointing to the boy on the left of me
"and thats ponyboy my brother" he said pointing to the guy on the right
"and this is two-bit and steve" he said while plopping down next to two guys
"the big dude over ther is darry and the only person not here is johnny, hes the one who told us about u being in the lot" he affirmed
"how did he know i was there?" i asked
"i dont know why dont u ask him in the morning?" soda said
"im gonna be here in the morning??" i asked
" well your in no shape to be going anywhere so i was assuming u would stay the night here..." he said unsure
"i wouldnt want to intru-" i was cut off " nonsense we would love for you to stay the night" darry said
"i mean i guess" i answered
yay now im staying in a house with a bunch of guys hat i dont know on the smae night i was raped this is just great
"um shiloh are you ok?" ponyboy asked
"ya why?"i questioned
"well cuz your crying" soda added
shit i didnt even notice!
"oh ya i was just thinking about what happened earlier"
"hey pony can u come with me real quick?" i asked
without answering he got up and followed me to a room
"whats up?" he asked
"um i just want someone to talk to and i feel the most comfortable around you i guess" i responded
"oh ok, hey um what happened earlier" he asked
oh geez the question i dreaded
"i- i was r-ra" thats all i could get out before i burst into tears

the next thing i know im rapped up in ponyboys arms and im crying into his chest
after what felt like forever i sat up and wiped my tears (gif at the beginning)
"sorry pony"i apologized

"dont worry about it shi"

shi, the nickname gave me, bob the guy who beat me, bob the guy who raped me..
"please dont call me that" i pleaded
"ok ok sorry i wont"
with that we both walked out of the room and into the living room where i would be sleeping
"hey where is everyone darry?" i asked worriedly
"they went home" he responded not looking up from the news paper he was reading
"ok soda, pony go to bed and shiloh u can watch tv if u want or u can sleep it doesnt matter, goodnight guys" darry added

all the boys went to bed leaving me with my thoughts in the living room.. i decided to go to sleep

*+*DREAM*+*

"BOB NO!" i screamed as he was putting on the rubber
"SHUT UP U WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!" he screamed while hitting me multiple times
"NO STOP PLEASE ! I STILL LOVE YOU STOP PLEASE" i cried
"WHAT THE FUCK DID I TELL YOU BITCH" he yelled while punching me
"BOB PLEASE STOP PLEASE STOP!! PLEASE" I screamed in pain
"BITCH!!!!" he screamed back and hit me once more this time in the chest
"BOB" i cried out
30 minutes later
"bob please get off me" i said
" fine im done with you anyways" he said while getting up and puttin gon his clothes and leaving

+*+DREAM ENDED+*+

"shiloh wake up " i heard someone say

"no get off stop" i screamed
"Shiloh its me pony" he whispered in my ear
"oh my god pony u scared the shit out of me" i whisper yelled
" well u scared the shit out of all of us" he said, gesturing to the rest of the guys, wait there some more guy there, that must be johnny
"what do you mean?" i asked
"well you kept yelling things like 'bob no' and 'no stop please i still love you please' and 'bob please stop please stop please' or 'bob'" soda responded
shit my dream
"oh sorry.." i said while looking down
"what was that about tho" darry asked
"oh it was just a dream about something that happened yesterday" i shuttered at the memory
"and what as that?" dallas asked
oh no not again
"i-i wa-was ra-raped" i responded, tears brimming my eyes
their mouths all dropped open
"oh my god im so sorry" they all said
"dont worry about it..." i responded
the next thing i know 4 sets of arms were rapped around me
"um c-cant breathe"
"sorry" they all said

"so yall tell me about yourselfs"
"well i love mickey mouse and chocolate cake and beer and im funny" two-bit said
we all started cracking up
"what?" two-bit asked
"i-its * just * your * so * funny" i said between laughs
"whatever" he replied
"well anyways, i think ill find out whatever i need to know by hanging out with yall?" i sorta asked
"of course" they all replied
"hey Shiloh can we talk?" johnny asked
"sure" i replied while following him outside
"Thanks for saving me yesterday" he said looking down

"what do u mean?" i asked

"u dont know me?" he asked back
"no, am i supposed to?" i questioned
"well i would hope since im the guy u saved from bob, u know when u took the beating yourself.." he added
"oh my god im so sorry for my boyfriend" i jumped up and hugged him
"your bo-boyfriend?" he asked
"ya.."

"is he the one that.. you know" he looked angry
"ya but-" i was cut off
"i- il-ill kill him" he snapped
"no johnny its ok im used to it"oops i shouldnt have said that

"hes done it before?!" he yelled
"n-no hes only beat me" i stuttered
"why dont you just leave him" he snapped again
"i-i love him..." i admitted
"YOU WHAT" he yelled, by now the whole gang was watching
"I LOVE HIM" i yelled back
"AFTER ALL HES DONE TO U, U STILL LOVE HIM?!?" he yelled again
"NO THAT IT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS BUT YES I STILL LOVE HIM!" i stormed off
i heard people calling my name but after what just happened i couldnt go back, not now at least

my mind was exploding with thoughts about bob and that night and just about every other night so the only place in my mind to go was to bobs
i walked about 8 or 9 blocks before i reached bobs, i walked up to his door and knocked

*knock, knock, knock*
"hello" bobs mom opened the door
"SHILOH what happened?!?!" she asked worried
i guess she saw my many bruises, from her son..
"i got jumped"i responded
"oh hunny come in ill get u some ice to put on those"she said whle walking into the kitchen
"thanks" i called out
she came back and handed me a few backs of ice
"is bob here?" i asked
"yes he is hold on, BOB!" she yelled
"what ma?" he asked coming down stairs
"oh my god shiloh!" he yelped running over to me
"how did this happen" he added
"i was jumped" i responded

"here babe come on lets go to my room" he insisted

"i guess." i responded

here we go....