Bruises (an outsiders fanfiction)**on hold**

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here we go....

"do u even remember last night?" i asked as we entered his room
"no, not really" he clarified

"bob, last night yo-you r-raped me..." i chirped
"thats impossible shi.." he added

"look" i said pulling down my sweat to revile cuts and bruises on my inner thighs
"you said you were jumped" he raised his voice
"no bob, i wasnt jumped..."i told him exactly what happened
"your a fucking liar!!" he yelled

" no im not bob!" i yelled back
"i think we need to break up"
then he threw me on his bed and started to hit me and tried to suffocate me with a pillow he finally got off of me, tear streaming down his face. i was gasping for air, when he pulled me into his chest..
"im so sorry baby girl" he cried
"let me go" i said struggling to get him to let me go
" listen shi-"

"let me go" i yelled
" baby girl listen" he yelled.
" just let go" i said tears streaming down my face
"shiloh look im sorry" i pleaded
"u almost killed me and u think sorry is good enough?!" i exclaimed
"look at me" he said lifting my chin up so i was looking in his eyes
the next thing i know hes leaning in and bamn his lips brushed against mine
i feel myself kissing him back. he pulled back and smiled. man i missed him. i love him.
"im sorry baby" he said
"no im sorry i know i deserve eveything that you do to me" i said he chuckled

"theres my good girl" he said while pulling me in for a kiss

our lips brushed against each other and i pulled away
" gonna have to catch me first" i yelled halfway down the hallway with him not far behind
"SHILOH!" he laughed

he tackled me onto the couch and kissed me.
*five minutes later*
"babe i got to go im hanging out with Kat later" i said
"ok bye babe" he pecked my lips
i walked out of the house and down to my house. shit i have to cover these bruises..

about an hour and 50 coats of makeup later i was ready to go meet Kat.

i walked out of my house and to the park where i was supposed to meet Kat in about 30 minutes. yes i went 30 minutes early. why? because i want to.

as soon as i got there i saw 7 boys playing football, 7 guys... the same 7 guys from earlier...shit
"SHILOH!"shit they saw me
they came running over to me
"Shiloh why did you run off?"soda asked
"i needed to talk to some one..."i replied looking at the floor
"who? your piece of shit boyfriend?" johnny asked
"yes actually" i said smirking still looking at the floor
"what did u even talk to him about? going to tell him that you love him or that u enjoy the beatings he give you?" johnny snapped

" u know what johnny i was going to tell him it was over, but not that its any of your business" i snapped back
"ur probably still with him" i sighed
"yea i am" i said as a tear escaped my eye

"why?" everyone questioned

"cuz i cant do it" i said letting a few more tears escape my eyes

"why?" they all said again

"he wont let me, look ive tried and tried but he wont let me"i said wiping the tears away.

"what do u mean he wont let you?" dallas asked

"not that its your business, but the last time i tried he almost killed me. he wont let me leave, so i have to act like i love him, maybe i do. but who knows what love is anyway?" i replied

they all sat in shock

"as much as i would love to stay and talk about me, i have to go meet up with my friend Kat. bye" and with that i walked away.