My soul my fire

rehani wedding

Amanat pov

Sakshi said she is going to harm ruhansh or Chirag so i need to strong the security and bodyguards around them i am not going to send ruhansh school for few weeks he is safe with me this place is New to me so i can not afford the risk of my love baby and chirag he is guilty about his past mistakes and also he somewhere had idea about my past so i can't keep the fact away he is my husband

I and chirag walked for few more minutes and later went back to his room.  He separated me from ruhansh how bad he is

Amanat app khush h . He asked looking straight in ny eyes

In what ways ? I questioned back with an expressionless face

Are you happy doing this dangerous job and did you really forgave me are you happy about us do you really mean to give us a chance  . He asked me i don't know to answer him this is really hard i never thought about this am i happy being like this . Did i really gave us a chance . I Fucking hate these tears in my eyes i don't know why they always end up in any situation

Seeing my tears chirag came very close to me hugged me first time in my life someone is comforting me after rehani this is not casual but something new to me

He moved back cupped my cheeks wiped my tears and says

You don't look good in tears until you beg for more me . He said but i didn't understand his words he smirked good knows what he thought this time he is really weird

Ok ok stop crying please i never comforted anyone i don't have even have experience please stop crying.  He said i internally laughed but my eyes betrayed me 

I am fine thank you. I said moving back

Tomorrow my mom is coming she is getting desperate to meet you.  He said

Oh so she knew about our separation ? I asked him

No she didn't . He said smiling

Rishab and rehani are getting married this week so ya my mom is coming.  He said something which made me blank

What .....they are getting married this week no she didn't told me this isn't true stop lying unnecessary rehani always share her thoughts and about getting married it's a very big decision she should not do this hurry . I said

What bad in that today or tomorrow they will be marrying only she why not soon.  They will get time to know each other both are mature and enough understandable and getting married is not bad.  He said

Your are saying this , i don't believe.  I said while laughing .

Please na i am sorry i was an idiot before but now i just want a family i always thought that  no one is there in the world who can control my anger issues so i denied to marry anyone then mom and dadi forced me to get
Married then the fucking misunderstanding came up destroyed everything but you know you Are different from others.  He said i just smiled at his words  he is nice guy

Chirag i can understand stop asking sorry everytime , you know my mom used to say marriage is very big decision in once life and it is necessary for everyone to get married but choosing a good guy is difficult her parents didn't choose good guy for her she said she always loved my father until he married again in my moms presence she used to say marriage is very beautiful part of life love is Beautiful feeling and journey is also beautiful but no Her married Life was not beautiful.  She was broken when my father married to sakshi my mom said give her belonging back and she will divorce but no they had other plan.  I said completely crying i didn't noticed when i was in Chirag's arms he is securing me he cupped me face

I would never ever in my life would cheat you i promise i won't let you suffer.  He said giving me trust he is attracting me,  he kissed my forehead helped me to lay down on bed he settled himself and back hugged me
  

I was feeling completely comfortable when i can't accept new surrounding i was myself shocked but i took deep breath touched Chirag's hand smiled and slept

I don't know but sharing my past is feeling like i uplifted a burden from heart 

I closed my eyes and felt relieved i slept peacefully