My soul my fire

obsession

Amanat pov

I am leaving all my work my passion my motive as there are two reason first I have completed my mission now everything is peaceful also I want to spend my time with my child al
As a mother I know I should spend more time with him he is growing after few years he will grow maybe there will some separation gap ..I don't want it I want my child to tell me everything I want him to share his problem with me I want to become his friend with him he can share he can share everything

I know In my childhood I didn't have enough but I don't want my child to face the same he have already suffered a lot

About chirag , he changed my point of view regarding marriage I thought I will never be able to love someone I thought we are not capable of each other but here this guy is just damn

He wakeup hugging me
He sleep hugging me

When he is in hospital he call me after every hour just to check upon me and ruhansh

He take care of my belongings like his

Yesterday he fuckin booked a palace because ruhansh wanted to play in palace this guy is insane

I know I love him more than anything
He and ruhansh are the most beautiful part of my life they complete me

He fulfill all the wishes of ruhansh spoiling him nowadays ruhansh is more in his side sometimes I am jealous but I love their duo

Also whenever chirag tries to come near me ruhansh interrupt his romance and I love it
It not like I don't want to get close to him but mera hi beta usko mere kareeb nhi Anne deta I know chirag loves ruhansh very much but I also know he wants to complete this family with a daughter our daughter

But I don't know I am scared for future what if chirag get changed he started loving his daughter leaving my ruhansh I know this won't happen but my past made me insecure
Also it's definitely not the one reason

But I freaking scared of intimacy I never did anything in my whole I am way to shy to pull up the thing I don't know how to start what to say but just the trust on chirag made me believe he is not going to use me but fuckin afraid of sex

I know bohot bolti thi ..I mean phele kaha main itna bolti thi but ye baap bete ke pyar me jyada bolna Sikh diya shayad

I am very happy for rehani too she is pregnant with twins
I teased her at start I am excited to welcome two beautiful sole in life

Currently I am getting ready as we are going out for dinner we are still in Punjab we never spend our time here so this time I am gonna stay year gor a month eventually will ho back to udaipur

I am all set with blue kurti and white sharara bindi mangalsutra sindoor
I went downstairs saw father son playing games ..ruhansh is lying on chirag stomach and playing game in his phone ...here I am ready and these are playing game

You both don't know we are going out and you here are playing games bilkul bhi sharam nhi h na ankho me .I yelled at chirag he looked at me ..he placed ruhansh on side and stood up started taking steps towards me

Jaanam agar sharam hoti toh ajj apki kook me meri beti hoti voto bohot Shareef ho main .he said to me in low volume so that ruhansh don't hear it well he won't even here he is just playing his game and he is focused

Hey bhagwan sharam karo pati dev kaisi baate kr rahe ho . I said putting hand on my ears .

Ruhansh beta hum ek minute me ayye app game khelo ok .chirag said to ruhansh while he grabbed my hand and took me to the nearest room

Fuck ..you look so eatable right now baby you don't know much you make this man lose his control .he said pushing me on Nearest wall he started kissing more like eating my lips

He is kissing me very smoothly and softly I am not participating in his kiss he being he pinch my waist to which I opened my mouth he got what he wanted he entered his tongue inside my mouth explorer himself to me pt me to him ..but all I know is he is kissing me and blushing and frozen at my place just way to shy to react

He suddenly stopped and said jab pyar krti h kaha tha tab toh nahi sharmai app ab Sharma ri h ..and again started kissing me

But as you know chirag ke pyar ka ya romance ka dushman ..my bacha Came knocked on door chirag good sudden flinch

I laughed cause I know this is definitely ruhansh he posed himself opened the door and saw ruhansh he murmur something to him

I picked ruhansh winked at chirag and went out