ೃ⁀➷ ❝ You're in the [ 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝 ], I'm in the [ 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 ]. Nobody's [ 𝐬𝐨𝐧 ], nobody's [ 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫 ]. ❞ - Lana Del Rey
Sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll. Violet Vienna and Nikki Sixx, two broken halves, who fit perfectly. Although they claime...
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𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗩𝗜𝗢𝗟𝗘𝗧 𝗜𝗡 𝗠𝗬 arms, I couldn't help think about that fucking guy. Nobody had any idea who he was, probably someone from the strip. That's where half the people who came to our parties were from. But he didn't matter right now, all that mattered was Violet. Her soft snores were the only thing to be heard, the rest of the house was quiet. It was almost like the rest of the world didn't exist when she was in my arms—just the two of us, living in the moment. A part of me wondered why her presence alone comforted me. I didn't love her, we've hooked up a few times, but nothing more.
Does she feel comforted by my presence as much as I do with her?
I didn't know.
Did I even hate her anymore?
...
My mind was racing a million kilometres per hour. Did I hate her? Maybe? I sighed, running my fingers through her long hair. This feels wrong. Hours earlier I was hooking up with a random girl from the strip, and now I'm laying here with this poor girl in my arms. But I shouldn't feel bad, we aren't together. I softly groaned, shaking my head—shutting my eyes, finally allowing me to go to sleep.
𝗩𝗜𝗢𝗟𝗘𝗧
I felt my pillow shifting, I groaned slightly, blinking awake. I looked up, finding myself on Nikki's chest. His grip on me was firm, as he shifted in his sleep. Softly, I peeled his arms off of me, slipping out of bed. As I slid out of bed, he adjusted his sleeping position. I hoped I didn't wake him. I was going to go out into the living room, but I had no pants on. Fuck.
I'm sure he wouldn't mind if I wore a pair of his pants.
I pulled out a pair of sweatpants from his closet, slipping them on my legs. I rubbed my eyes, heading out into the living room, I saw Milo on the phone—clearly stressing.
"No- I'm not mad, just..." He groaned, massaging his temples. He looked scared, mad, and stressed all at the same time. I eyed him, plopping down onto the couch tiredly. That's when he noticed me, he shot me a frightened expression.
"Look, I've gotta go. Can we talk about this later?" He hung up the phone, sighing as he sat down on the couch next to me.
"What's going on?..." I looked over at him, sending him a soft look.
"...Nothing." Milo shook his head, running his fingers angrily through his hair.
"Don't bullshit me." I sent him a knowing look, to which his expression softened as he groaned. I waited for him to answer, watching him intently.
"...So, on tour, I hooked up with this groupie. She told me she was on the pill.." Milo spoke carefully, he didn't need to say anything more—it immediately clicked.
"She's pregnant?" I asked him, which sounded more as a statement than a question. He sent me a shy, frightened look—burying his face in his hands as he nodded.
I was speechless, I mean, he clearly wasn't happy about it.
"She fuckin' lied, she wasn't on the pill." He groaned angrily. I sighed softly, nodding.
"That's...rough." I spoke softly, trying to comfort him in any way. "Is she gonna keep it?"
Milo looked up at me, with an unreadable expression. He shook his head, sighing.
"I don't know." He leaned back on the couch, sticking a cigarette between his lips—lighting it quickly.
"Do you want her to keep it?.." I whispered, watching him intently. He shrugged, taking a drag of his cigarette.
He didn't know. I mean, he was still young, he hadn't lived much. I can see why he didn't know if he wanted it or not. Milo was always a kid person, every time he saw a baby in public he'd always comment on how cute it was. I sighed, rubbing his back comfortingly.
I personally never wanted to have kids whatsoever, although I loved children—I never wanted any of my own.
𝗔𝗨𝗥𝗢𝗥𝗔 𝗞𝗘𝗜𝗙𝗘𝗥 ╰┈➤ ❝ [ Violet's daughter ] ❞
𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯
𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗩𝗜𝗘𝗪 𝗙𝗢𝗥...𝘶𝘯𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝗔𝗨𝗥𝗢𝗥𝗔: My mom always tells me how she never planned on having any kids...[laugh]...Which, looking at it now is funny. Considering how many siblings I have—biological or not, they are still my siblings...[sigh]...Although her life hasn't been perfect at all, she never fails to be the best mother to me—and the rest of my siblings.
𝗨𝗡𝗞𝗡𝗢𝗪𝗡: Even with her background? The way she grew up-
𝗔𝗨𝗥𝗢𝗥𝗔: Her background doesn't mean shit, she fell down many times but got right back up and never fails to be the best mom I ever could have asked for...[walks away]
— 𝗧𝗪𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗬 𝗧𝗪𝗢 ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
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