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⚠️SELF HARM TOPICS & SLURS & ASSAULT⚠️
(Sam's POV)
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My lids fluttered open, and I rolled over to check my phone.
"Dammit" I cursed, sitting up, and rolling my eyes. I got a notification, it was Colby.
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Colby💜

C: I'm on my way. I'll be there soon, ETA: 15 minutes.

S: really?! I just woke up!

C: whose fault is that, Samuel?

S: shut up, I'm getting ready.

C: okay sunshine💋

S: stop

C: 😽

S: leave me alone

C: okay Sam, bye.

S: bye
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I slammed my phone down on my bedside table, and threw my covers off my weak body.
I made my way to the bathroom, limping in pain and weakness. I hissed in pain at the friction on my thighs. I looking down and caressed the scabbed over scars on my inner thighs.
"What I great idea Sam, now you can't even walk" I announced, closing and locking the bathroom door.

I ran the shower, and hopped in. Cold water, my new routine.
"SAMUEL! YOU BETTER BE GETTING READY!" My dad called, I just sighed, rolled my eyes, and ran shampoo through my hair.
"Yes, I'm showering" I replied, my eyes watering.
"Good, I'm not letting you skip school again, you're already a mistake as it is. I don't need you making more" he said making my eyes close. My body dropped to the ground, and the shampoo ran down my red face. Tears dropped down, and burned my fragile skin.

I hugged my knees, and sobbed.
"He's right.." I cried, standing back up, I weakly brought my hands to my hair and rinsed.
I washed my body and finished up. I got out and looked in the mirror, my face was red, under my eyes dark, and my body skinny looking and weak.
I brushed my teeth and dried my soaking hair. I brushed through my hair, and fixed it up.
I exited the bathroom and grabbed boxers, slipping them on, I picked out some black baggy jeans and a white hoodie. I put on my desired clothing and socks. I slipped on some white converse.

I grabbed my backpack and phone, and ran downstairs.
"Finally, you're so slow. Colby is outside" my dad chanted. I nodded and sprayed some cologne I had in my bag. I ran outside, to see Colby's black Camry. It was his moms car, since she didn't work.

"Hey Sam, looking good" Colby said, as I opened the car door.
"Thanks, please go" I demanded, leaning my head against the window. Colby drove away, but kept glancing over at me.
"So, how is your day so far?" Colby asked, sipping his water.
"Great... well, I forgot to eat breakfast" I replied. Colby sighed and looked at me when we reached a red light.
"For the 5th week in a row?" He asked making an upset look. Colby was wearing black skinny jeans with skulls that scattered the sides, and a black t-shirt, reading "now or never" it was inspirational.

"Yeah, I've been stressed" I replied, as Colby pulled into the parking lot of the school.
"I've been stressed too, especially since we have finals coming up, but I don't forget to eat, that's not normal Sam" Colby claimed, as he found a close parking spot.
"I know, but it's not everyday, like I ate lunch and dinner yesterday" I said, Colby hopped out of the car.
"Forget it Sam, it's okay. But please talk to me if you're struggling to eat, that's not healthy" he added, making me sigh. I wish it was just so easy.

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