Childhood "best friend"

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Have you watched the latest movie?
Cause I've been busy
Watching myself in the dark
A depressing scene
Unending

Have you listened to the new song?
Cause I'm still listening
To the voices in my head
Some on repeat for so long
Stuck playing again ang again
So long I've memorize every line
Seems I've gone insane

Have you been keeping up with the trends?
Cause I can't still move from the past
Overthinking and memories
Afraid to move forward
haunted by everything seems to last

What's new lately?
Cause I'm still stuck
By the wounds I didn't make
Door's always lock

Have you made new friends?
I did
Depression seems to be clingy though
Anxiety's way too possessive
Always acting up when I'm outside
ADHD well it's not official so...
But it's fine
The others already making me lose my mind

But don't worry
I can't forget you
Like a baggage I carry
Can't be left behind
Even how hard I tried to
I can't miss you
Cause you haven't leave
Thought you will
With every laugh
You'll always show up
With every tears
You'll always appear
Years has gone by
Yet you stay

So,
what movies you've been watching lately?
what genre's you're favorite?
Mine's seems to be drama
I hate you dearly






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