Chapter 13

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Laura's POV

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So, it's been 3 days. I'm gonna get discharged today. Yay. Harry has been really nice to me for the past 3 days that I had been in the hospital. Has he changed? Nah. Maybe after I get discharged it'll be back to normal. He bullying me. "Laura, you ready?" Harry said after entering my ward. "Yeah. Just one sec." And I packed everything up.

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"So... When you get home, take the pills the doctor prescribed for you. Ok?" He said. Ugh in hated taking medicine. Even if they were pills. "Ok." I didn't wanna make any fuss or trouble anymore. I didn't wanna make it difficult for him or for me. The doctor told Harry some stuff about me having a problem. Maybe that's why Harry is treating me this way. He just pity's me. Why must I still be here. Why didn't I die. The rest of the car ride was silent while he drove back home.

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I had lunch then ate my medicine. It was about to rain when I saw lightning and heard thunder. I hated them. They scared me and i dont know why. I guess I'm just a coward. I know, you guys must be thinking that I'm weird, but y'know, I'm like this. I get scared or freaked out by the slightest thing. Why must it rain just when I'm about to sleep. I felt drowsy as I've just eaten the pills. I didn't wanna sleep alone, so I decided to try ask Harry to accompany me. It might get awkward, but whatever. I just need someone with me.

"H-Harry?"

"Yea?"

"Could you.. Like y'know, accompany me to sleep? I'm kinda scared of thunder and lightning... But If you don't want to, it's totally fine."

"I didn't know you were afraid of little things like that..." He chuckled. "Okay, I'll accompany you."

We then went off to my room and he tugged me under my sheets.

"Laura, can I ask you a question?"

"Yea sure."

"Why did you attempt suicide that day?"

God. Must he really ask me now? Stupid boy. He realized that I didn't answer.

"I mean, If you don't wanna tell me it's ok.."

"no, I'll tell you... So.. Where do I start. Ok, you scared the shit outta me when you decided to prank me, I confessed my love for you, I felt stupid and angry for falling for your prank, I thought you'll laugh at me, so I decided to try kill myself cos i was embarrassed.. But I didn't wanna attempt suicide completely because of that tho.i thought I died when I opened my eyes and saw that I was in a white room, but sadly I didn't. What a pity. Oh and by the way..... Why didn't you laugh or make fun of me for confessing my love to you?i mean, I thought you would but you didn't..." And he went silent for awhile.

"Well... I dont know how to say it... I just wanted to be nice to you for once?"

Well that sounded more like a question.

Harry's POV

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"...... Oh and why didn't you laugh or make fun of me for confessing my love to you? I mean, I thought you would but you didn't.." Obviously cos I like you. Why would I. I thought of a quick excuse in my head. "Well..i dont know how to say it. I just wanted to be nice to you for once?" That sounded more like a question. Oh well. I really wanted to tell her how I felt. I dont know what made me suddenly have feelings for her again. It's just... Her eyes, smile and her character. She was sometimes so afraid of me, and honestly, I feel bad. Talking about her eyes though.. They are absolutely gorgeous. Our kids would definitely have lovely eyes....well that escalated quickly. It's a light shade of hazel, but there's no life in it. And that's sad. Maybe I could change her perspective of me. I really want to treat her the way she deserves to be treated. I guess, me harry styles will stop harassing and bullying Laura Jessica Payne from now on.

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