Was the love ever real

Chapter 1

Kim
life was great ! me and my I hope soon to be husband Darius had just moved in together ! our son was excited to have his own room and only live with his parents . getting out of Darius's mom's house was exactly what we needed . especially after all the chaos and drama went down after our son was born considering I hid the pregnant from my family not knowing what they would do if they knew I got pregnant in college . I thought it was a good thing ! me and Darius had been together since high school so I knew I was more then ready to bring something we could call ours into this world ! just 3 years ago we brought our little boy deon into this world . we have did everything we could do to care for our son with us being young and fresh out of college . money was tight but with the love me and my small family shared I know we would get through it all .

Darius
I can not believe I moved out of my mom's house to be live with a girl I have been with for 5 years knowing I've been cheating on her for the past 2 years of our relationship . I just don't know how I could ever just leave knowing she is the mother of my son . what if she takes him away from me for good . or what if she understands that I would like to be with the person I am secretly dating behind her back and still be cool with me around to see my son . what am I thinking this crazy girl would never fall for any of that . I need to figure out what I am going to do soon ! I can't keep making up lies to cover up my that I'm nothing but a lier and a cheater . but Kim is so beautiful and her personality is great she's just way to clingy . I really just regret the night I took her virginity and got her so addicted to sex . she ended up pregnant !

* a few years ago . back to the night I took her virginity*
Darius : are you sure this is what you want to do Kim ? are you absolutely sure that you are ready ?
Kim : yes Darius stop playing we have been together for over 2 years now . how much longer we gone wait ?
Darius : I was just making sure this was really what you wanted .
Kim
Darius is so sweet and caring I can't wait until he stops making sure I'm ready and get this over with because from what I hear this might hurt ! I sat on the side of the bed with second thoughts about this after remembering all the stories about how bad it may hurt . I didn't think for long before Darius had started to kiss my neck & feel on my legs . boy did he catch me off guard ! all I could do was kiss back . he slowly pushed me back to where he was now laying on top of me between my legs kissing all over me . i got more excited every time I felt him plant another kiss on my naked body . after about 10 more minutes of kissing and feeling I looked up to see Darius's side kick up and ready for action . he slowly pulled down his pants , which let me see exactly what he was working with . I couldn't help but to stare . he began to rub it on my girl part . as soon as a felt it at the entrance I began to breath very hard . I was so excited and ready . as he began to slowly push in I felt a intense pain . but it was mixed with pleasure . I moaned loudly . all he could do was smirk . after a few strokes I saw blood . I knew I was officially a women . my cherry had been popped . .

Darius
as I went in and of this girl it made me want to be with her and only her . it felt so good , but I knew I couldn't end it with my other girlfriend . I wanted them both to satisfy my needs .