This one isn't gonna be good either, okay? Okay.
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Love.
What's the meaning?
The meaning of something that does last forever?
But what is forever?
For forever does not exist.
So love can only last for so long
before it is completely gone.
Ring the gong.
War has begun.
The war between love and hate.
The bond
between man and woman,
man and man,
woman and woman.
But I?
I am alone.
To travel to and fro,
Is a journey well known.
For I have loved so many,
but I still travel in the dark.
In the loneliness.
With only the company of my shadow.
The only friend I called home.
The only thing that stayed behind
and beside me.
Alone.
Is only a tone of misery.
I waited for you.
For so long I stood.
I stood for so long,
so long for you not to show.
My pain will always grow
with the emptiness of your company.
The space
that shall never be filled with anyone else.
Love.
Love is only a word.
A word to describe a meaningless feeling.
Forever is just a word as well.
A word in hope to stay.
To never be forgotten by another.
Alone.
Is a feeling I shall always feel.
Love and forever are not in my dictionary.
You tore the pages out for where they could be found.
Now I look down.
And wonder how it feels.
To not feel empty and only have the darkness as your friend.
And I tend to forget my own heart still beats.
It seems to perish
with everything I cherish.
But...
I shall not lie.
Love was something I hoped for when I was small.
Just to find that there's no such thing at all.
I lay in the corner,
Watching in pity.
You shall feel the heartbreak,
and the feeling of being alone.
You smile,
thinking of the word forever.
And I think of back when you used the words to me.
The ones that warmed my cheeks
and my heart pitter patter,
my legs quiver.
Those words that made anyone happy.
"I'll love you forever"
But...thats gone...
forever..
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I feel miserable honestly...
