The life of a middle school teenager

Who am I really

^Jason POV

Okay I have made it home and I went straight to my room hoping that I will find an answer to why I felt so werid around Kai.

*2 hours later*

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!!! I don't know I am doing with my emotions any more. It feels like I don't even know myself any more, it is like some how I just lost all of my memories.

Will I ever figure out why this is happening to me?

Unfortunately my mom called me down stairs, so this question will have to wait to be answered.

"Honey are you okay l? You have been up in your room for 2 hours now, do you have something you need to tell me?" She looked at me very hard, trying to figure out what was wrong even before I said it.

"Oh, really it has been that long? I have only been reading a book. I don't know i was up there for 2 hours, I'm sorry if I scared you." I didn't want to tell her something that I couldn't even explain to myself.

"It is okay Jason, dinner will be ready soon so don't get caught up in that book okay?"

I just nodded and headed back up stairs to my room.

Hopefully she doesn't think anything is wrong with me. I really didn't want to tell her something that I don't even know what it is yet. It is just to confusing to understand. If I can't understand my known thoughts how is she going to.

So no that I had to lie to my mom about reading a book, I have to actually find a book that seems like I would read. DAMN IT, I DID IT TO MYSELF.

What is a book that I would seem to read.......Oh wait I have Connor Franta's book, A Work In Progress, I have almost finished it but then I fell a sleep and I lose my page, so i had to start over.

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I'm finally making more chapters, parts, what ever you want to call it. But don't get us to it

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