It was nothing big, right? I mean it was just a kiss. It didn't mean anything. He'll understand it just happened in the spur of the moment. He'll understand.
I stand up, ready to explain myself to Harry and I see him walking over to me.
Oh yes, punch me. I deserve it honestly. Just yesterday he was telling me about how devastated he was after his breakup and here I am snogging him!
"Look, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. It just happened." I say as clearly as possible.
"I understand." That's it?
"So we're gunna pretend it never happened?"
"Yeah." He shrugs. So it really didn't mean anything to him?
"Alright then. Let's, let's head back."
I start walking towards our camp.
Why does it hurt? I already knew the truth. Why does it still hurt?
"Are you coming?" I ask Harry who's still standing at the same spot.
"I'll be right with you. Just gunna go for a stroll."
"Fine."
I walk and walk and walk. It seems like forever.
I sit on the riverside before going in. I can hear the laughters. I know they're back and I don't want Liam or Penelope to know how stupid and clueless I am.
It was just a kiss. He obviously isn't interested in you in that way so get over it!
I count to three and take deep breathes.
"Hiya."
"Look what I've got!" Liam sticks out a huge fish stuck on a fish hook.
"That's big." I'm surprised.
"I caught it."
"You? Mate you were sitting there snoring you and Louis. I did all the work." Niall retorts.
"Okay, we caught it." Liam grins.
I shake my head at them.
"And you." I narrow my eyes at Penelope, "how many did you catch?"
"Err..."
"Lemme guess, One." I smirk.
She flushes. She knows what I'm taking about.
"Shut up!" She mouths.
"Hey gene, we met those lads you know Ashton and pals?" Says Liam.
"Yeah, What about them?"
"We spent some time with them at there camp. Those chumps are rad haha. They asked us to come tonight so I guess this is gunna be the present." He shows off the fish.
"Yeah And that...ew what's that smell?" Louis scrunches his nose.
"Yeah mate it smells. Is it the fish?" Liam sniffs it, "no that's not it."
"Oh god Niall!" Louis points.
"Jesus Niall! Did you just fart?" Liam follows him.
"What? No I didn't." Niall refuses.
To be honest I can't smell anything.
"Own up mate! You did it. Just admit it." Louis forces.
"Listen if I did it, I'll own up. You should be proud you could smell it. It's Niall Horan's fart." He retorts making me, Penelope and Zayn laugh.
"You guys stop picking on Niall." I tell them off, "He's such a cute little seed." I put my cheek to his and Caress his other making a dreamy face.
"Oh Niall you really do smell." I step away, "nah I'm just kidding."
Harry walks in. I pass a smile to him which he returns assuring me that everything is fine.
