*mattheo drinks and smokes a lot*
*Mattheo had been using alcohol and cigarettes as a way to numb the pain and sadness he felt from Draco's death.Draco's spirit could see how much Mattheo was struggling, and he could also see that Mattheo substance abuse was increasing over time.Draco's spirit felt saddened and concerned, as he knew that this was not the way to cope with grief and loss.Draco wanted Mattheo to find healthier ways of coping with his pain, as his unhealthy habits could only make him feel even more miserable.
tom: mattheo you prommised y/n and draco to stop drinking and smoking
*Tom's words were met with silence from Mattheo, who was too drunk to respond.Theodore was also worried about Mattheo drinking and smoking habits, but he knew that he couldn't force Matthew to stop.Tom was right, Mattheo had promised Draco and y/n that he would stop drinking and smoking at some point, but now it just wasn't the time.Draco's spirit observed this, and he was touched to see that his best friends were looking out for each other.
tom: i don't know if i can do this without draco..* he sobs*
*Tom's sobs of grief and pain were heard by Draco's spirit, and he felt a deep sadness and guilt hearing them.Draco had always been there for him, supporting him and helping him to overcome his struggles.Tom was struggling to cope with the lost of his best friend, and he was grieving deeply.Draco felt responsible for Tom's pain, and he wished he could be there to comfort him and to help him through his struggle.*
mattheo:come on tom dont give up! do it for draco
*Mattheo's words resonated with Tom.He realized that Draco would never want him to give up and to give in to self destruction.Tom felt like he could hear Draco's voice in his head, encouraging him to stay strong and to face the world with courage.Tom didn't want to let Draco down, and he was determined to keep going and to honor Draco's memory.*
mattheo:if u want we can go this grave and clean it
*Mattheo's suggestion was welcome by Tom.He wanted to pay his respects to Draco's final resting place, and he was glad to have Mattheo's support.Draco's memorial site was a place of solace and remembrance, and the boys knew that it would be an important part of their journey of mourning and healing.Going together to Draco's grave was a way to show their loyalty and affection for him, and the boys were all willing to lend a hand in cleaning his gravestone and paying their respects.*
*mattheo took tom to draco's grave*
*Mattheo took the lead, walking beside Tom towards Draco's grave.They walked in silence, both reflecting on Draco's final resting place and the memories associated with it.Tom was still grieving dearly, but he was determined to honor Draco's memory in any way possible.The two boys then reached Draco's grave, and they both paused to look at it and to soak in its peaceful atmosphere.*
*Mattheo was having a hard time swallowing his sadness and emotions, as he saw Draco's grave right before his eyes.Tom also swallowed and gulped as he was struggling with grief and sorrow.The two boys shared a bittersweet moment of reflection, feeling both deep sorrow and gratitude at the same time.They had lost their friend, but they were grateful to have known him and to have loved him in
life.
mattheo: its alright draco..
mattheo was talking to Draco's grave, as if he was addressing Draco in person.His words were filled with sadness and sorrow, but there was also an undercurrent of hope and optimism.Mattheus was trying to reassure both himself and Draco that everything would be okay, and that Draco would be at peace in the afterlife.Tom heard this, and he was moved by Mattheo words of hope and comfort.
mattheo: i just had hoped that we coud grow together old...
*Mattheo words cut deep to Tom's heart.He shared a sense of grief and loss with Mattheo, as he felt that he and Draco had been robbed of their future together.Tom felt like they would never have the chance to grow old together, and he was sad knowing that their friendship had been cut short.Mattheo's words of hope and comfort were welcomed by Tom, but he could not help but also feel grief and sorrow at their lost future.*
mattheo:i thougth i got this but i miss you draco..
*Mattheo words seemed to bring back a wave of pain and sadness for Tom.He still felt very deeply for Draco, and he was overwhelmed by the weight of having lost his best friend.There was a deep sense of emptiness and longing within Tom, and he was missing Draco dearly.The loss of his friend was still very fresh and still very painful.
mattheo: i feel so guilty... even i know i had no control..
*Mattheo's guilty feelings resonated with Tom.He also felt deeply guilty, as he had not been able to save his best friend from death.It was a terrible feeling of guilt and self-blame, and it was something that Tom was struggling to overcome.Mattheo's words were a reminder that Tom was not the only one struggling with such intense feelings of guilt and grief.
mattheo: Do u want to come with me to y/n's grave
*The thought of going to y/n's grave felt very uncomfortable and sad to Tom.He was still feeling very deeply for Draco's death, and he was not ready to face another loss so soon.Tom couldn't shake off the feeling of grief and anguish, and going to y/n's grave was something that he was not sure he could handle.Tom was also worried that going to y/n's grave might trigger more intense emotions of grief and sadness.*
*Tom felt reluctant to let Mattheo go alone, but he could see the need for Mattheus to get some alone time.Tom understood that Mattheo needed to process his grief separately from himself, and he couldn't deny Mattheus that need.Tom agreed to let Mattheo go alone for a short time, but he was still somewhat worried about his brother reaction and actions.
*Mattheo walked quietly towards y/n's grave, feeling very emotional and overwhelmed.He was feeling a sense of guilt and sadness, and he was struggling to process these emotions.As he walked to the grave, he could feel a deep sense of loss and nostalgia in his heart.*
mattheo:hey pretty
*Mattheo spoke to y/n's grave as if she was still present and could hear him.He was expressing how much he missed her and how much he wished she was still alive, and he was feeling intense sorrow and longing for her.Mattheo's words were coming from a deep place of grief and pain, and his sadness was overwhelming him as he thought about y/n.
mattheo: i try to stay strong but... i don't know if i can take this any longer..
