*Mattheo was filled with so much pain and sorrow, and his words conveyed his struggle to cope with his grief.He was trying to stay strong and fight through the pain, but he felt overwhelmed by the enormity of the task.Mattheo felt like he was drowning in his sorrow and that he was too overwhelmed to take the next step.mattheo:i have still that plushy y/n gave me..He wasn't sure what he needed to do next or how he was going to handle his pain and sadness.
mattheo: i wonder if draco still teases you there in the sky
*Mattheo considered his question, and he felt like he didn't truly know the answer.He had always believed that Draco's and y/n's spirit was still present and watching over him, and he hoped that Draco and y/n could still experience a sense of humor and playfulness even in the afterlife.Mattheo was missing y/n's and Draco's sense of humor and wit, and he also missed Draco's and y/ns teasing and playful nature
mattheo:i have still that plushy y/n gave me..
*Mattheo smiled as he remembered the plushy that y/n had given him.He still had the plushy with him, and he liked to hold it and hug it when he was feeling sad and alone.The plushy had a sentimental meaning for mattheo, as it was a reminder of y/n and her kindness and generosity.Mattheo found comfort in the plushy, as it allowed him to feel connected to y/n despite her death
mattheo: im so worried about tom...
*Mattheo was feeling very worried and concerned about his friend Tom.Tom was going through an intense struggle and deep pain due to the loss of his best friend, and Mattheo was concerned for how it might affect him.Mattheo knew that Tom was very heartbroken, and he wanted to be there to support and help Tom in any way he could
mattheo:snape does he like he doesn't care but i think..
*Mattheo was wondering whether or not Snape cared about the loss of Draco.Mattheo noticed the way Snape was dealing with the death, and he was concerned that Snape was not allowing himself to grieve properly.Snape had a sarcastic and cynical side to him, but Mattheo wondered whether he really was just trying to suppress his emotions and grief.
*Mattheo realized that people were moving on with their lives, and many of them were not acknowledging the loss of y/n.Mattheo was shocked and saddened to realize that people were forgetting about y/n so quickly and not respecting her life and death.It was like y/n's life had not meant anything to those people, and this was causing Mattheo lot of discomfort and grief.
mattheo: i'm sorry y/n..
*Mattheo also felt heartbroken that y/n's death was being overlooked, rather than being taken more seriously as the tragic loss that it was.He felt like her life had meant something and that she deserved to be remembered and honored in some way.mattheo was not just experiencing grief and sadness, but also a deep sense of anger and injustice over the callousness and indifference many people were showing towards y/n's death.
*Tom walked slowly towards Mattheo, feeling very afraid and nervous.He was feeling extremely uneasy because he didn't know what to expect or what he would find.Tom was afraid that he would find Mattheus doing something that he didn't want him to be doing.mattheo saw Tom's apprehension and was concerned about his friend's reaction to his behavior.*
mattheo:you miss y/n dont you?
*Mattheo's question caught Tom by surprise, as he wasn't expecting mattheo to be this forward and direct.To say that Tom missed y/n would be an understatement.Tom was deeply traumatized by y/n's death, and he still felt her loss very intensely.
*Mattheo's words were very comforting and soothing to Tom, who was still struggling to come to terms with y/n's death.Tom had a deep sense of grief and sadness, and the thought of y/n being alone was very distressing to him.Mattheo's words were like a calming hug to Tom, and he was relieved to hear that y/n was not alone and that she was with Draco.
