Everybody has different faces right? Like each person in your life knows you differently. Some know the good side of you while some know the best side of you.
I wonder if any of you has people who know them like their own soul. If you do then congratulations and also I'm jealous of you. Not everybody can have what you have.
I believe it is what we, as humans do. We treat people differently. We treat them how they want to be treated. It is one of those traits that makes you look attractive. To mimic people. Because we only surround ourselves with like minded people.
I mean, you would've stopped talking to that person who hates your favourite movie that you've watched like a million times since 5th grade.
My question is, how long do I keep this act up? I know it's only logical to behave a certain way but where do I be myself then? I find it so sickening sometimes.
I am somebody else with my friends, I put up an act infront of teachers and I am another version of myself with my parents.
Was it not supposed to be this way? Was I not supposed to act?
Am I the only one who is feeling this way or are there other people as well?
Sometimes I get these urges be extremely rude and act like a rebel and curse people on their faces. I even feel like breaking stuff.
Do you think that we've been accustomed to live this way?
Say thank you.
Be polite.
Greet them with a smile.
Put your phone down when you're talking to them.
Don't talk back to elders.
Everybody is trained since their birth to only behave in this stereotypical manner and if they don't, they're mannerless, they haven't been taught well.
I'm not telling you to stop teaching good things. I'm just saying these should arise from deep inside.
It becomes unhealthy if you keep forcing these upon someone. It for sure messes up with their mind.
After all, we become what we think.
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