Never Forever.

selfish

Advika pov:

I left the room without looking back, no one was outside, it seems like they already left, I walked towards the empty hall and settled down.

I sigh and look up at the ceiling. I fell into my thoughts.

Ika, I heard someone calling my name, I was laying down on my bed looking at the ceiling and, parthvi was there, she came up, she is looking young. We were 17 here.

What happened, aise maro jaise kyu padi hui he, parthvi asked me, I shook my head and stood up.

Tell me na kya hya, she again asks. Am I selfish, I ask her and I notice her expression changes, who dare to say this. She asked me, I know she will Kill the person if someone said anything to me.

Nakul, I said only hearing gasp from her mouth. Us nakul ke bache ki to me- she said but I stopped her, rushee ne already uski khabar le li he and I know he said because I was in mistake, and beechara vo mar kha gaya, it was not his mistake. Leave it. I said but she is still tensed.

Then why are you stressed up, she ask me.
You know that I cant forget things easily, I am like this only, but I can't be mad at him for the whole day. Beechare ki jan thodi lelungi usne mujhe selfish bulaya to. I defend but deep down I was feeling sad.

Adu, I heard rushee coming inside, we both looked at him, he was helding nakul ear and he was whimpering in pain, chod sale, ladki ke liye bhai ko bhul gaya. Nakul whimper in pain. Abe tune use selfish bola kese, madarchod. Rushee said swearing. Rani language, parthi corrected him, humari not so innocent devi ap na bole to acha hoga. Rushee cutted her, her face was funny to See, she was angry.

Chl sorry bol adu ko, rushee said twisting his ear more, rushee said.

Let ansh come, tab tujhe bataunga me, filahal ke liye ika, maf karde yr, mere muh se nikal gai re, dhoke se nikal gai re , he said like the meme boy say.

Ha chal maf kiya, i said and rushee left his ear. We all laugh as he rub his ear and kick rushee on butt.

Well, when will rey come. Parthi ask.we all look at her with a smug and teasing look, ha ha ky bat he rey ki badi yad aa rahi he tujhe, nakul said, pakadu kan vapas, she said threathing him.

Don't try to tease my angel, I am here. We all look back and rey was there with his bags. He put it down and hugged rushee and nakul and came to me and hug me and then his angel, she smile widely before hugging him.

*Kho kho* nakul fake cough and look at us, pani pilao re is jal kukde ko, parthi said and We all laugh.

Rey take the chair and sit with us and ask, what did nakul do this time. Then I narrate to him all the things that happened as he was out of station and went to Live with his maternal side house for some day.

Those were the happy days we used to Live for.

Advika, I again heard my name and I was Looking at the ceiling and when I looked ahead We were in hospital, a tear was in the corner of my eyes, I wiped it and sat straight.

What happened, parthvi asked standing near me, I shook my head I didnt like How she read me like an open book every time.

I stood up and looked at her, I was selfish, her expression changed, she try to console me but I stop her.

Nakul was always right, I was selfish and still I am selfish, I just came out of the room, knowing his condition, I decide to fight with him, that person always took my side, today when it was my turn to take his side, I became selfish. i said and look at her.

You are not selfish advika, if they were in our place they will also react the same, still we are here, How could we become selfish, How is this selfish, if he was missing us he could come to us, leave it. Parthvi said to me.

I sigh and nodded and ask her again, now What?

She took a pause and said with cold expression, I will stay here untill he gets fine.

I nodded and agreed with her, but the words were she will stay, there was not us, I smiled sadly , when we turned around to again go to them, we saw reyansh Standing there. I look at parthvi, she was looking at him with lots of emotion, I can't describe and I bet she also don't know.

Can we talk, he just said that words and parthvi nodded.

Reyansh pov:

I came outside, looking for the girls, I saw them talking with each other, I sigh in relief at least they are not fighting, I want to talk to them, I can't just let it go, I got another chance to meet her this close.

Let me be selfish this time, I will not listen to anyone, this time I will talk to parthvi, my angel and rectify my mistake which I made years ago.

I went near them and they turned around before I could even call them, I got nervous and I just looked at her, she was looking at me with various feeling, hurt, pain, hatered, this all thing which I gave her.

Can we talk, I just say this amd she nodded. I gulp and lick my lip to say something, when advika started going.

I held her hand and say, I want to talk to you Too, she look at me and then stop there.

We couldn't meet properly back then, as you were meeting with your family, ika, I said and went near her and look at her she look at parthvi and then at me and smile little and hug me for a second and back off.

Kesa he tu, she asked me, acha hu, all this feels just too formal for me. I went near my angel and was about to hug her, she showed me her palm, angel, I said in shock.

Miss arora, she said pointing towards her, its miss parthvi arora for you mr rajvanshani and I hope ap is bat ko smjhenge.

A weird pain got me in my heart when she called me mr rajvanshani, leave rey, she didn't even me reyansh. I thought and nodded and said. Par parthi, we were bestfreind-

Were, we were best friends, now i don't have any relation with you mr reyansh, now it just reyansh and parthvi for me. She said showing her palm to me again, this time her eyes was only cold.

These words aren't her, it was mine and now she said this to me, I smile sadly and look into her eyes, once this eyes hold only love for me but now only coldness i can See and the reason is me only me.

I sigh and look at advika, I smile to her and she resiprocate it.

Are you staying back adu , I ask advika but eyes were looking at parthvi.

Yes, we are staying, untill rushee get well. She said and I am still looking at parthvi and the thing is she is also looking at me with the same intense glare , but both of our feelings are different.

She sigh and broke the contact and pass by me. I look at advika her eyes become cold and I look behind, nakul was there.

I turn around, he came to us, I will book your ticket, you can go back, its ok, I will manage.

Sala bhot bolta he man krta he iske stethoscope se gala daba du.

Nakul and I look behind and advika said this glaring, nakul and I gulp and look at her.

Adu, apne Intrusive thoughts ko control kar bhot zor se bol diya tune. I said to her but she blinked her eyes, ha to sunane ke liye he bola he mene, She said and passed by us.

I See her going and nakul look at me, ticket karao?

I looked at him with a done face and said, you have your whole life to be a dumb, why not take today off? Ha. I said and left tapping his shoulder.

Ticket karani he ya nhi, he mumble with a cute yet Dumb look. I sigh and shook my head, we are staying.

Nakul pov:

He tap my shoulder and left, I look ahead and smile, Finally something is going on track, but its not end, the war is still left and this time god give us one more chance to fix it.

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