Never Forever.

confession.

Nakul pov:

I saw her going on the terrace, I kept calling her name, but she wasn't even listening to me, advika, listen to me at least, I shouted, but her mind was not present here, suddenly she stopped near the terrace railing and I went near her.

I put my hand on her shoulder and stood near her, her eyes had tears, I got shocked and made her look at me, she was not Looking at me, I wiped her tears, shhh, shh, don't cry, let me explain. I said but she jerked my hand and glared at me.

For a second I was backed away but again I came near her, look, I know what you See, but it is not what it looks like ok.

Then what is it ha, ky explanation he is bar tere pass, she said pushing me back with each word.

You can't explain anything, I am not blind nakul, I can See everything, back and now I know, she said trying hard not to cry and keep pushing me.

I hold her wrist and try to stop her, listen to yourself, what are you saying. I said but she wasn't listening.

I looked away and anika was Standing there, I glared at her, but she wasn't even budging, advika also noticed her, I heard advika scoffing.

Wow, two lovers are reunited again, anika said coming closer, I will smash another bottle on you, don't come between us, advika threatened her.

She laughed, anika, go, I need to talk to her. I said and she went glaring at me and then advika.

I got a call and when I looked at the caller id, it was shrey, I look at advika, she was trying to look away, I hold her wrist as if she will run away, I then pick up the call.

Hello, I said, bro I found out, what happened after, he said and explained everything to me, my eyes widened and I looked at advika and gulp, she was glaring at me, my grip loosened up and she didn't react.

I cut the call and realization hit me that, unnowingly How much I hurt her, not even thinking of concution I did that, I saw her going back down. I fall on my knees and look at her

I never knew she was using me against you, I said and she stop on her track and look back and I bite my lips, I continued.

At that time, I was madly in love with you, we were so happy, but I didn't know that in the mask of friends I was patting a snake, she told me that she wanted my help to make her boyfreind jealous and she told me not to tell you, she- she  manupilates me that if I would have told you then you will not agree on it and I become a fool, I agree and when you saw us on that bar I was trying to tell you but- I said and stop looking at her, she came near me and keep listening it but there was no reaction on her face.

But you already hit her, making me go insane, I know I did wrong, I shouldn't have shouted at you, I should have told you the truth all the time but that mistake's punishment I already  got it, please talk to me now, I - I cant live like this, sugar. I said breaking down and hide my face in my palm.

Then why didn't you come to the airport, when I was leaving, you didn't came after my mother called you. She said emotionlessly.

I tiredly stood up and chuckeld sadly, I hold her hand and said.

Ek azib kahani he pyar or dosti ki, hum dost bhi he, pyar bhi, pyar humara hero, or dosti humari heroine, I said pointing at us, ek din pyar ne had kardi or cheeze tod di, agle din dosti ne ky kiya, jyada maturity nhi dikhai or ruth ke chali gai, ab vo heroine he kaha jati, airport, ye sunke pyar ki lag gai, pyar ko laga ki dosti ja rahi he vo bhaga, vo aisa bhaga na boss, cab, bus, train, vo bhaga kyuki vo janta tha ki dosti dam todne wali thi, vo dosti ke sath uske akhri saas tak rehna chahta tha, vo bhaga, lift li, pr kuch nhi hua. Dodte hue vo ek jagh ruka, or pyar ne apna dam usi jgh tod diya. I said and look her, gulping.

I got into an accident when I was coming to the airport, jab tak hosh aya tum ja chuki thi, call, Voice mail ky ky nhi try kiya par tumne number he change krdiya. I said.

If I got a chance sugar, I will change the day when I Lost you, I never want to give up on you, I can't hate you, I love you, sugar always, I said and keep sobbing.

Nakul, advika called me and I looked up, I saw parthvi and reyansh behind her, reyansh was angry and parthvi Didn't have expresion.

Ky kr raha he tu iska sath akele yaha, fir kuch kiya tune, reyansh said coming closer to us and hide advika behind him.

I just look at advika and then reyansh, sun mujhe usse bat krni he side hoja, me teri trh kisi ka dil nhi dukhata. I said and I got a punch on my face, It was from reyansh.

I glare at him and resiprocate the punch on his stomach, ky hua asliyat sehen nhi ho rahi, I said punching him, he hold my hand.

Ruk jao tum dono, we heard her Voice, it was advika, tum dono pagal ho gaye ho ky, chodo, she shouts and we leave each other.

I want to talk to nakul, tum dono jao, she said and reyansh look at her with shock, hum yahi he, bat krle, me iske sath akela chod ke nhi jaunga, reyansh said but advika glare at him and said, jab jarurat thi tab kaha tha, ab ja. After listening to this he gulps and he can't meet his eyes with her, after nodding he again went to parthvi.

Tum ky chote bache ho jo, tumhe kuch pata nhi chla, mene kitna trust kiya tum pe, or konsa kuch badal gaya abhi bhi vo tumhari god me aake bethi thi, she shout and I look at her, vo jaan bhuchke bethi thi, me ab smjha ki vo hum dono ko alag krne ke liye kr rahi thi or me dost samajh kr vo chiz krta raha, I am sorry, I really am, I can take any punishment but please talk to me. I Beg to her and then, I cant trust you anymore, I need time, she said and left. She pass by reyansh and parthi, he glare at me and follow advika, parthi was still Standing there.

She started coming closer and she stood in front of me, I looked away being embarrased, but I feel a tight slap and I look at her shocking, ky he tu, kahi ka Prime Minister he haa, itna sab ho gaya or tune mujhe kuch bataya bhi nhi, tujhe pata he me tujhse naraj kyu thi, she ask and I shook my head and again she slap me, I hold my cheek.

Kyuki tune mujhe kabhi apna dost smjha he nhi, agr smjha hota to mujhe to batata, tujhe ky lagta he, me nhi smjhti, she said and I shook my head holding my both cheek.

I am sorry, I apologize, ky kru me is sorry ka achar dalu, she shout and I look at her, she again try to hit me but being scared I close my eyes and she just patt my head.

Idiot, she said and scoff Looking away, idiot to tha me pehle, ky kru, ho gai galti, ab kese manao use me, I ask her holding my tears, pehle ye bacho ki tarh rona band kr, she said and I wipe my tears.

Hmm good, now just gave her space ok, you tell her what happened na, now let her understand it and then we will talk. She said and I nodd.

I bit my lips and looked at her, she was Looking ahead and then when she felt my gaze, ky dekh raha he aise, she ask. Can I get a hug, I ask and she chuckled, she opened her arm and I hugged her tightly and sob, fir roya, she said hitting on my head, I miss this, I said and she sigh, me too. She said.

So am I forgiven, I said backing away, no she said, kyu, I ask back, let advika forgive you First then, she said and I pout, that's not fair, i said and she patt my hair and said let go down, rushee is alone for so many hours, kahi fir sochne na lag jaye ki hum chale gaye, she said before walking down to terrace.

I look at her going and smile, she is the only one who can understand me without a word, for her I can fight with reyansh who hurt her and she can fight with me too for ika, I chuckeled remembering her being refree between me and ika. Today also she make my mind stable.

Chlega ki me jao, I heard her Voice making me out of my thoughts, I look ahead where she was waiting for me, I ran towards her and put my hand on her shoulder and walked downstairs.

I also walked with her, and we reached downstairs, I felt like a burden was lightened up from my chest, I confessed to her and now I have to make it up, for 7 years now and I will do it, by hook or crook.

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