𝐀𝐀𝐊𝐑𝐈𝐓 - 𝐀𝐧 𝐄𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

3 - panipuri pe charcha

Aakriti's pov :-

" tune mara hai tere papa ko , teri wajah se gaye hai voh iss duniya se , tu paida hi manhoos hui hai joh apne baap ko hi kha gyi"

" Tune mara hai

Teri wajah se tere papa Marr gye

Teri wajah sirf Teri wajah se

Manhoos ladki hai tu "

" nhiiiiiiiii papaaaaaa" I woke with a jolt and breathing heavily

" mein ne nhi ii nhii mara unko mein toh unse bahut pyaar krti hu " I said between my cries. Water I need Water

" mein ne nhi mara nhi mara mein ne " I somehow managed to get my Water bottle from the table and drank it and I felt better.

Tears were not stopping from my eyes. I looked into the mirror of my room and there stood a girl who was nothing but weak and vulnerable from inside.

I have been getting these panick attacks since my father's death and the day I lost my papa , I lost everything , my world turn upside down and where there is only darkness. I am standing strong only for my mumma and my brother. And smiling in front of the world because i don't want to gain sympathy from them and don't want them to know my weak side.

I sighed and looked for my phone and checked the time it was only 4 am in the morning , means I only slept for one hour. I think I should sleep more but I am not sleepy at all. What should I do ?. I can do painting I guess.

I grabbed my Sketchbook and my paint colours from the drawer and started painting the first thing that came to my mind. After like half an hour , I was shocked to see what I painted , I painted Kritharthhhhh !!!!! Shit. But painting looks beautiful 😍 and the person itself is very beautiful I mean to say very handsome. Looking at his face gives me peace. After mumma , bhai and Akshara if anyone can give me peace is my Kritharth. He doesn't know but he is the light of my dark life , only his thoughts makes me smile. My love for him is right , the person I love is right but the time isn't right I love the right person at the wrong time.

Time skip to morning :-

I got ready for school quickly and went downstairs for breakfast. And today My little brother was also there. Actually few days before he went to our hometown to my dadi ma's house to meet her as she was missing us , she called me too but due to final boards coming mein nhi jaa payiii !!. Hayyee meri footi kismat.

" Aur Bhaii kaisa rha dadi ke Ghar voh theek hai na" I asked him.

" Haan didi sab theek hai bas tujhe yaad krr rhi thi " he replied.

Actually I forgot to tell Aryan is in 11th class means only 1 year younger than me but still he is my cute little brother.

" Badiya toh phir aaj se school start and normal routine okay , concentrate on studies because 12th class aane hi Wali hai Teri " I said to him a bit strictly. 

" Haan Haan didi don't worry kaam toh meinne already complete Kar liya hai " he said proudly.

" okay okay jldi breakfast krr bus bhi pakadni hai " I said to him and he nodded.

Time skip to reaching school :-

" Kriti tune project file submit kr di har subject ki " Akshara asked me

" Haan mein ne saari lab manuals bhi submit krr di time Kam bacha hai na aur practicals bhi start hone wale hai na and waise bhi farewell ke baad toh hum log school bhi nhi aayenge " I said to her