EXCHANGE

03

Sy'lence Celeste Moore
"Sy"
*Excuse any mistakes*

I walk out of my last class of the day wit my black beats I got for Christmas. I been peeping them new Apple AirPods Max the pink ones.

I might buy em just to spoil myself. But me personally I hate spending my own money or really just money in general.

Even though it pains me to make them big purchases on bags and shoes. I be geeked as fuckk when I get 'em.

Jalen been blowing up my phone since I got out my last class because I ain't answer his calls but he'll be alright.

I already got a test this week like damn we just started back. Ik they old asses be tired looking through all them damn papers.

damn I miss hot girl summer so bad. Sexy red really had be turning up frl.

But I majored in law so what do I expect. A bad bitch bout bro have my law degree soon.

*ring ring ring ring ring*

I groan because ain't know way this dude still calling me. "What the fuck you want bro damn" disconnecting my beats and putting my phone to my hair.

"Ion kno who the fuck you talking to Celeste like I just want beat yo ass," he said with a sharp tone.

"Sorry jalen I'm just irritated , my mom called me after my class and you know how I feel about her."

Me and my mom never really had a close relationship. Her and my daddy was on and off to he decided that he just couldn't take it nomo and wanted to leave her which he did.

When my dad left her it's like she went down a really deep hole that she couldn't get out off. At this time I was 7 and sister Z'niya 5. But my daddy had found out that Z'niya wasn't his child.

That really broke my dad because to found out that was not his daughter and my mom would say she was going to the "movies" wit niya but really bringing her to dad house.

It was just I really bad time period for her. My daddy was fighting for custody over me and my sister at this time. But my mom would say every lie in the book just so she could "get back" at him for leaving her.

She must've been crazy to think that my daddy would still want her. As my mom went through a deeper whole. She just started letting random men in our house walking around end and out of our house.

The thing that really hurt me was that one day. One of her boyfriends were gonna rape me. But she came in the and slapped me accusing me of trying to get with her boyfriend.

Right after that happened I ran into me and my sister room in locked the door dialing me dads number in told exactly what happened.

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" You ungrateful little bitch I feed and give you a place to stay and this is how you repay me," she says while yelling all in my face.

I look up at my moms boyfriend and see him smirking at me. As I back up slowly towards the door.

I continue to cry as she pulls at my hair. "You little whore, you're just a little slut pathetic little girl," as she lets go of my hair and bang my head into the wall.