Virat's pov.
After using too much of my intelligent brain I decided to confront mahi bhai............OK, maybe after getting courage but for now I will just go for dinner. Should I even confront him? What if he again avoid me? What if-
"hey virat, come" I didn't even realize when I came inside the cafeteria, guess my head was too much in-
"you are on time, mahi bhai"
Mahi bhai, would he even like me after this? Does he hate me now? Is that why he was avoiding me? Just by thinking of mahi bhai hating me I felt a lump in my throat as I didn't even realise I was staring at him openly until someone tap on my shoulder making me turn around.
"ro"
"stop thinking for a while V. Overthinking is never good and never will be specially in your case, so let's eat dinner so that your mind will be fresh enough to think correctly"
"hmm" As much as I wanted to retort back, I didn't cause I didn't wanted to take attention of people here as me and Rohit sir together.
We were eating until I notice Rohit didn't ate much making me look at him with confusion but he was too busy staring behind me as I also turned around to look at the scene only to feel my brain on fire.
Mahi bhai, jassi and hardik are sitting together while hardik, who has finished his food, has put his both arms around mahi bhai and jassi who are eating while laughing as jassi nodded to something which hardik said while chuckling..........but first of all........HOW DARE HE PUT HIS ARM ON MAHI BHAI'S SHOULDER!!..........MAHI BHAI'S SHOULDER IS MINE. HIS EVERY INCH IS MINE AND ONLY MINE-
"V.....V are you okay"
"eh?"
"what eh? You are about to break that tilted spoon, leave it before you break it"
I didn't even realised it. I was too much angry to even tilt a spoon............WOW!! The gym is working, good.
I watch, as mahi bhai get up to leave after eating making me get up too. Rohit was about to protest but I shut him up by saying I don't want to eat now before I went to follow mahi bhai to the empty balcony.
He is leaning against the railing while the moon light is making his face shine as a gentle smile come on his face after the breeze of air touched his skin. I am very much afraid of being the cause of his gentle smile becoming broken one but having no other choice except confrontation, I went to him silently before calling out softly so that his relax bubble won't burst despite knowing it will be burst soon.
"mahi bhai"
"cheeku?"
"you-"
"what are you doing here? Go eat, we have to sle-"
"mahi bhai, do you hate me?" I asked him.......at last I asked him but I couldn't look into his eyes as I looked away only to get a shocking answer.
"no, I don't hate you cheeku"
"but why?"
".............it's okay cheeku, everyone makes mistake and I know you remembered that's why you came here so............just don't make this mistake with anyone else"
I was too much in shock to even comprehend that he left as the only thing that going on in my mind is.........'MISTAKE'. He thought it was a mistake.........he think my love is mistake.......Love? Since when? Is it true, what ro said that I love him..........but he don't....he thinks it was a mistake.......he-
"V"
A gentle voice pulled me out of the trance as I notice rohit standing in front of me with concern fully visible on his face. He raised his hand towards my face before wiping out the tears.........tears? I didn't even comprehend I was crying silently till now. I rubbed my eyes as Rohit look at me before asking.
"what happened V-"
I know I should let him ask but I just couldn't, I need support and the only one who can give me support in this situation is Rohit. I hugged him tightly making him stumble back but he still catches on as he also hugged me back and this time no one said anything, he just rubbed my back gently like he is handling a wounded puppy..........
"I confront him..............he said it was.......it was a mistake......he said my love is mistake..............he called my love mistake, ro"
...........or maybe he is. I vulnerable my voice is but I couldn't bring myself to step up as I just broke down in front of ro who look at me for a second before he grabbed my cheeks and then look at me seriously while asking.
"does he know you love him?" I just shake my head as I didn't wanted to talk, not like rohit mind even, he just continue asking.
"then tell him first"
"he don't ro.......he......he think of me as kid........he won't-"
"there is a saying....................'love Can't be gained until you fight for it' and it's true.............I can't explain you this until you yourself don't do it, so go one V, show him that you love, that it is not a mistake, that you don't see him just as a inspiration, that your aren't a kid, that you don't want to be his kid..........show him! Show him that love can never be a mistake and it can never be even. If you truly love him V, then fight for it......cause people in your surrounding may accept you but society..............................actions always speaks louder than words so don't explain him but show him.............."
"rohit bhai" We both turn around to find jassi standing there in shock as I blinked before noticing our position of Rohit leaning against the railing while his hands grabbing my cheeks.............
"I....I am sorry" He must have misunderstood otherwise he wouldn't had ran away.......by the way why did rohit ran behind him?
Forget it! I should focus on this first.........Mistake you said mahi bhai, I will show you..........my love for you can never be a mistake and never will be even.
I have only loved you and always will be even and you have to accept it no matter what, either by hook or crook.............eh! I mean I will make you accept it by love, yeah love..............what the fuck! Do I have split personality disorder? Why was I thinking of kidnapping him? I should seriously eat, maybe it is my brain having illusions.
Virat's pov. End
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