Heartbreak..............
Never felt this but mahi definitely felt that now when he leaned a bit more but virat stopped him by putting his hand on mahi's mouth as he shake his head and if mahi didn't felt his eyes sting a little. The hand on his mouth went to his cheek as the eyes that look at him with dark gaze are now gentle and soft, reminding mahi again of the fact that virat is serious about this.
"I don't want this to be just 'heat of the moment'. I want it when you will be.......sober and clear without confusion otherwise I don't think I will be able stop"
The hands rub on mahi's cheek before virat whisper, clearly wanting only mahi to hear and no one else as he lean down to kiss on mahi's ear, a reminder for mahi to remember that this is real before he left from there, leaving mahi alone with his thoughts.
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"so.......are you both.....okay?"
"we.......will be....jassi, we will be........though.....when are you going to te me about you and Rohit?" Virat said teasingly as jassi's eyes widen before a blush covered his face........WOW!! Never knew jassi can blush too.
"ah....we-" Seeing jassi sputtering, virat smiled softly before cutting off jassi in between making him blink before he nodded slightly at virat.
"you don't have to tell me now, if you don't want to"
"I know......but you deserve to know....uh....it is four months before-"
"FOUR MONTHS!! Damn! I have been kept in darkness for that long!!" Virat said dramatically though jassi still apologised since virat did deserve to know this.
"sorry-"
"you don't need to, I can understand"
".......thanks, though how do you know.....about us? Not like I am upset but...you know......"
"yeah - yeah, I know. Rohit told me....when I talked to him about.............me and mahi bhai......" Jassi chuckle softly seeing virat like this as he said slowly like a advice.
"you know......mahi bhai is a little confuse.......a little.......don't give up cause sometimes it's okay to listen to our heart.....specially when the whole situation depends on heart"
Virat look at jassi for a while before a bright grin come on his face as he nodded determined to stay positive towards his heart before suddenly pounce on jassi making jassi yelp while they both laugh unknown to rohit's presence, who watch them with a small smile.
AT NIGHT
Virat laughed with his friends as they all walk to their room until he heard his phone's ringtone as he look at the caller Id before he glance back and then going outside to pick up the call.
"mahi bhai-"
"can you........can you come to my room?"
Virat blinked twice before completely comprehend the request mahi bhai asked for as he recognised the hesitation in mahi's voice.
Only after a moment did he realised that mahi has already hung up as he look at the phone for a moment before going back to his room.
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"I made a bad decision......didn't I?"
A very panicked mahi pace around the room as he kept biting his lips thinking if his decision is correct or incorrect.........which is of no use since he already called virat but then again........it does not take much to regret your own decision, does it?
"maybe I should have-"
"maybe you should take a deep breathe first" Mahi stopped before looking at the source of the voice as virat come inside before closing the door making mahi realise.
No they are alone.......completely alone in a closed room.......and the room is sound proof...........DAMN!! Another point to regret his decision.
"so you called me.......for?"
Virat asked as he sat down on the bed edge while mahi stand in front of him before opening his mouth only to close it again. To be honest, in any other situation, virat would had burst laughing by now since it is not daily moment to see a speechless mahi but then again...........it is not a daily moment too.
"I......I......" Virat sighed as mahi flinched visibly but virat didn't saw that as he stand up only to stop when mahi suddenly came closer to him while yelling until he realised that he had yelled and now with a very flustered face, mahi said.
"NO.......I....I didn't mean.......I.......are you sure you......you....LOVE me?......I mean....I know you are......annoyed......I-"
Virat stare at mahi, who is stammering with a red face as he kept looking here and there except virat before virat suddenly grabbed mahi's right hand making mahi stop as he gulp before looking into virat's eyes.
"you know" Virat started as put mahi's hand flat on his chest near heart before continuing while staring deep inside mahi s eyes to show him his sincerity "this fast heartbeat......I may have sound so many times and you may have felt it cheesy but.....you....only you occupy my mind 24/7. Even......just by thinking about you my heart starts beating fastly"
Seeing mahi silent virat took it as a sign to continue as he continued his speech.
"might it be filmy but....but I seriously want to spend my every moment with you and.......only you. Your every happiness, every sadness, every negative, every positive......just, your every moment I want to be with you......by your side......not like a brother, not like a team mate, not like another page of your life......instead I want to write every single page of yours and mine life together.......every second, every month, every year..........from now until death apart us........I love you............I do love you very much mahi bhai, even if you don't want I will want you........from now until last page of my life"
Even now mahi's face stayed blank as he lose his grip on mahi's hand which is on his chest and was about to leave but before he could walk even one step, the hand on his chest pushed him towards the bed as he laid straight on the bed on his back until his eyes widen when mahi hover over him..........still with blank face.
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