Drama School

a new era

at this point, I did not know how I managed to get such a great friend group.
I felt like the luckiest human being on earth.
Little did I know, this group would bring an era of my life that I would regret.
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"A NEW ERA: DRAMA SCHOOL"

"yo anastasia"
"mhm?"
"so you like raymond now?"
"ehh I don't know, maybe... "
"cmon, you can tell me!"
"i probably do? I'm still not sure though"
"ahaha knew it"
- "its a cute ship, huh?"
"y'know, Avery is right"
"i don't know to be honest"
"you'll realise sooner or later!"

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That exact day, I caught myself staring at raymond.. alot.
It felt so wrong.
but so right.
Till this day -
I do not know what I saw in him, to choose him..
but I do know that I did choose him for him.

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SIENNA (POV)

damn. Everyone likes him now, is this wrong? Sarah liked him, then Nevada liked him, now anastasia likes him..
I need to stop.
let alone Sarah and Nevada, now anastasia, my own friend likes him.. I have to sacrifice,
Atleast for her..

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BACK HOME (anastasia)

I should go on discord and talk to raymond..
I can't make up my mind...
but -what if it doesn't work? what if he doesn't like me back? what if he... no, I have to risk it. I'm gonna leave it upon the universe to decide how our relationship stays.

DISCORD:

"hey raymond are you home?"
"ya"
"hi"
"hi"
"so did you uh, study for our upcoming test?"
"ya"
"did you finish syllabus?"
"no I have social studies left"
"ooh"
"ya what about you"
"i have maths left"
"ok"

Darn it.
I couldn't do it.
honestly, how did I even expect myself to go on and randomly confess?
I am gonna have to wait, whatever, it's just going to be a tiny crush. Thats all. Nothing else.

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How silly of me.
How silly of me to believe that it was going to be a tiny crush,
It felt majestic though.
But no,
It wasn't.
It was ugly.
It was dirty.
It was horrendous.
It was psychotic.

I don't fully blame it on him, because, it was stupid of me to believe that a guy like him would like a girl like me.

I deserved better.
Not a jerk like him.

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At Home Scenario

I went down to go ride my bike, for some fresh air.
everyday when I go down I see my childhood best-guy-friend.
He, was such a good friend to me.
I felt safe around him.

"hey anastasia!!"
"hey Chris!"
"how was school?"
"mm, yeah, good"
"it doesn't look like it was good"
"it was don't worry"
"okay.. "
"okay, Whatever, I have this crush on a guy, but it doesn't feel right and im confused and i-"
"woah woah woah, you- you like someone?"
"uh, yes"
"you recently broke up with Jacob though.. are you sure?"
"thats the thing! I don't know if I'm ready or if it's right but I like him"
"i get that"
"wait, uhm, didn't your brother recently get a girlfriend? Can he give me some advice?"
"hm, probably.. you wanna come over?"
"yeah! I need to talk to Your brother"
"o-okay.. come on"

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Closing Poem

Oh how bitter sweet were you
Your love felt blue.
the nice light hue,
with a hidden thing called true.

Your name was written in the sky,
When I saw you I felt like I fly,
To me you were a perfect guy.

Behind all this was hidden a lie,
even if I gave all of me to try,
it would still make me cry.

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