Shubman pov :-
I just pulled Ishika closer to me taking in all the warmth as i savoured the moment a little longer . Once Ishika fell sound asleep i slowly shifted away from her going to the bathroom to get ready . After having a bath , i went to the kitchen to make breakfast for Ishika. The doctor said she looked like she had been skipping meals so i had to make sure that she eats on time . I made chocolate waffles and plated them keeping it on the counter and went to wake Ishika up . I went into the room to find her packing her stuff as if she was about to leave . I sighed .
"Ishika, please don't do this " I said as I walked towards her , slowly and carefully not trying to scare her as I saw her visibilly stiffen up .
" I have to go Shubman " she said calmly , her eyes looked dead.
"Where will you go Ishika? Just tell me and I'll drop you " I said knowing she had nowhere to go . It was silly of her to act this reckless .
" I don't know but I can't stay here , I have saved some money so don't worry about me. I'll leave. You don't have to share a house with a slut anymore. I'm sorry I used you for your money. Thank you for reminding me what I was doing Shubi others I would have used Ishan just the way I used you .Im sorry i made you think of yourself as a used item. I didnt know i caused you so much heartache . I should have known my place . Im sorry for making myself comfortable here . Im sorry that i forgot why i was here in the first place . I just want you to know , i did not use you shubi , I genuinely liked you but not anymore . I was foolish to think i deserved you . If possible can you please tell aunty that i am not gonna continue working here and do tell her that she was a sweetheart . I just lost my phone yesterday so i can't call her " she said softly .
I couldnt bare what she said but worst of all she sounded calm and collected . She wasnt screaming or crying or ranting like her usual self , the side of her that was loud , real and full of life , no she was none of that right now . She just looked dead , lifeless , like she had no soul and that hurt me more .
" Ishika please listen to me , you are not well. The doctor said you need rest . Please sit down . No, you are not a slut , You are not a gold-digger , you are not someone who uses people . You are the most amazing and real person i know. You are the most forgiving , sweet , fun and understanding person ever . I am the wrong one hear Ishi , i am the problem here . I couldnt control my anger and said shit . I was the one who couldnt control his anger . I was the one who couldnt see you smiling with someone that is not me . Im sorry i hurt you Ishi . Please dont punish yourself for my deeds " i said ever so softly , my lips trembling with fear of losing her .
"Im sorry Shubman , all i have in my name is a little self-respect . i already kept it aside once in the name of love once . Please dont make do it twice . You just proved that all i have is myself so i have to take a stand for myself for no one else will . Let me go , shubman " she said as she walked past me . I did not see tears in her eyes , her lips weren't quivering , her eyes showed no emotion the way it should last time , she just looked like she wasnt living in this world if it made sense . She was devoid if any emotions , she was devoid of life .
I was not gonna let go of her so easily , I would be a fool to make the same mistake twice . I took a minute for myself getting a hold of the situation .
" Fine Ishika , you can leave i wont stop you but you have signed a contract that makes you liable to work here for a minimum of 6 months and i believe you were the one who happily signed it so i bet it would hurt your self respect and pocket if you breach the contract and it wouldnt look good on your resume either . Think twice Ishika , think twice . " i smirked finally having a valid point .
She thought about if for a moment , looking very frustrated . If that is the first emotion she wanted to express , i was fine with it . all that mattered is her looking alive .
" You are an asshole " she groaned sounding very irritated .
" Whatever you want me to be baby , im all yours " i chuckled .
She looked frustrated as she left the room but one look at her and anyone could guess that she was blushing hard .
Dont worry , Ishika i will make this right . I am sorry i hurt you but ill make sure i never break your hurt again . I will fix this i thought as i left the room
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Hey pretty humans! i know i kept you waiting but ive been ill for the past few days . I know its short update but i dont have the energy to write anymore . Bye <3
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Fanfiction"Fuck you Shubman " Ishika said "I didn't know you were so desperate but sure " he replied This story may contain force , 18+ content and topics that might not be everyone's cup of tea .
