Path of hate // Osasuna // Suna x Osamu // Haikyuu

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Sunas POV

I just want peace, why can't he leave me alone. He's just so scary when he's mad at me. My own father.. I just want to have a normal family, loving parents. Parents that aren't separated. I want someone to talk to, but it seems like all my feelings are unimportant. I just want attention, at least that's what my father tells me. I can see him in front of me, raising his hand.. wasn't I with Osamu just a minute ago? Why is my father here.. why?

He will literally kill me. He will let all his anger out on me, that's what he always does. I don't see a point in saying anything, I can't hear anything.. but I can see the anger in his face damn well..

Why do I feel so helpless? I can't even move. I am just staring at my own father.. my father who never loved me..

The person whose fault it is, that I started doing drugs. Oh how I wish to be high right now.

It's not even about being high anymore, I want to overdose. I don't want to exist. I wish I would have never been born..

Wait.. wait I am starting to hear something, I can hear my father, I can hear his voice, his anger, his frustration.

"Suna Rintarou! I told you to fucking concentrate in school! I told you to get home early, I told you to better yourself! You just can't do anything that you are told! No one will ever love you, I promise you that! You will end up on the street! I made some rules in this house you know. But you just can't seem to follow simple rules either!"

Somehow I still can't speak.. is this a dream? No it can't be, it's so real..

"FUCKING ANSWER SUNA!!"

But I can't father. I can't.

I can see his hand raising and raising and raising, the anger in his face, I can hear the anger in his voice, I can see it in all of his movements.

His hand is coming closer and closer and closer...

And closer.

He's going to hit me again and now he's about to hit me, not even seconds before I can feel the pain.

I flinch and close my eyes. Wait. I don't feel anything. My eyes are still closed, did he spare me?

"Rintarou, can you hear me?"

Is that Osamu?

I open my eyes and look at him.

"You look like you've just seen a ghost, I asked if I should write the rules down and you literally just stared at me for 10 minutes then flinched and now you are back on earth I guess."

„Uh yeah sure write them down."

"If you say so."

Osamu started writing down the rules and I don't remember any of them. Now that we have to share a dorm I can't have peace but I will still try my best to just stay out of his way. As I stood up I could feel a sharp and intense pain in my back, I immediately got dizzy, everything was spinning. I quickly leaned against a wall but I still managed to collapse on the floor somehow. It's too much. It's all too much.

[3rd person pov]

Osamu looked at the brown haired boy and wondered what was going on. He hated him, of course. But that wasn't an excuse to not help Rintarou.

So Osamu stood up and went over to Rintarou, kneeled down and looked at him.

O- "Everything alright? Do you need anything or do you have a medical condition?"

R- "I'm fine."

The fox-like boy tried to stand up but he was still somehow weak. Osamu didn't really notice or know where this came from all of a sudden. So as he heard that Rintarou is fine he just left.

After some time Rintarou managed to stand up again, he went back to his room and layed down on the bed. Normally he doesn't just show weakness like that. He isn't weak. Or does he only think that he isn't?

Well one thing was sure, he didn't really have friends somehow. So life was going to be miserable. In a room with Osamu and nothing to do.

Little do we all know, that Rintarou was actually going to follow all those rules, because now he doesn't only hate Osamu but he is also kinda scared of him.

They didn't talk the rest of the day and Rintarou was pretty much asleep the whole time. Poor Osamu had to stay on the sofa but guess what. His twin brother came over without telling him before. So Osamus peace was disturbed by his own brother jumping on him, asking if he would like to play volleyball. Osamu really wasn't in the mood, he had seen enough after that incident with Rintarou.

A- "Is there something bothering ya?"

O- "No?"

A- "Then why is it a question?"

O- "Because there obviously isn't?"

A- "mhm"

O- "What?"

A- "I have known ya for such a long time now. I know that something's bothering ya."

O- "Sure."

A- "Who is yer roommate?"

O- "..."

A- "HellooOoOo00oO??"

O- "Suna."

A- "WHAT? SUNA RINTAROU?"

O- "Oi! Keep it down, you're going to wake him up!"

A- "Not like yer any better.."

Of course our beloved Rintarou woke up because of Atsumu literally shouting his full name.

A- "Yeah but I still don't get why ya hate him so much."

O- "I already told you once. I don't need to tell you twice."

A- "Yeah but just because ya think he does drugs and because ya think that HE thinks that he is better than all of us. We don't even know if that's true."

Osamu didn't know what to say, so Atsumu continued.

A- "Ah and we both know that ya think he's hot. Or at least good-looking."

O- "I never said that."

A- "Yeah ya sure did! I have it on video!"

O- "Oh just shut up and leave."

A- "No. I am in a one person room but like- it looks like this one. You can ask to change rooms."

After that the blonde just stood up and left, leaving Osamu behind.

Atsumu knew that Osamu was going to think about everything they just talked about. He even had hope that his brother would join him. It was way too boring to be alone.

In the meantime Rintarou was lying in bed staring at the ceiling thinking about what he heard from Atsumu.

R- Good-Looking? He thinks that I'm good looking? What the actual fuck?"

He sat up and looked out of the window. Maybe he should just never leave this room. But damn this boy was thirsty. So he stood up and left his room. In order to get to the kitchen, he had to pass by Osamu. So he just did while looking at the floor, slouching as always.

The grey-haired didn't notice him until Rintarou literally walked back to his room.

O- "When do I get the room?"

R- "Did we say that we would switch?"

O- "Uh.. yes we did."

R- "Ah I forgot. I don't care."

O- "Every week or every month?"

R- "Month."

He then went back to his room. Oh how would he survive sleeping on the couch after all that happened at home.