Dil Jale

Chapter no 2

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As Mubashira pulled away from his embrace. Their eyes met, a wave of shame washed over her and she stepped back, her eyes wide in shock. Her head ached from crying and she ran from there.

She entered inside the room, closing the door, she leaned against it.

What the hell!!!!

She mumbled covering her face. Her heart ached and she heaved out a breath.

N...a na.... nahin....

Her voice trembled as she limped backwards. Her body shook with tremors and she sat on the floor. Her whole body was shivering and tears welled up in her eyes.

Main kamzoor pad gayi. Main kamzoor nahin padh sakti.

She mumbled. Her heart felt heavy for her to carry. Her breakdown replayed in her mind.

She gathered herself and stood up. Wiping the tears with the back of her palm, she walked forward and sat on the bed. She opened the drawer and took out a bottle of pills, she took out a pill and placed it on the table. She took the jug and filled the glass with water. She recited Bismillah under her breath and gulped the pill down her throat with water.

She sat on the bed comfortably and wrapped her arms around herself. She could still feel his woody scent lingering over herself and breathed. Soon her eyes fluttered close as she gave in to the tug of sleep.

On the other side.

Zaid,s heart felt heavy as Mubashira,s words sunk in.

Main thak gayi hoon Zaid. I'm tired

Ayra tum per haq jata sakti hai Zaid per main nahin?

Kyun Zaid main biwi hoon tumhari.

Kyunke main tumhe jeetna chahati thi. Apni ego ko satisfy kerna chahati thi.

But I ended up falling in love with you.

As the words sunk in, Zaid,s heart felt too heavy for him to carry. He couldn't help but tear up. The trembling and the raw vulnerability in her eyes and voice caught him off guard.

Shayad main hi MJ ko samajh nahin paya.

Zaid,s voice trembled with pain as he felt his eyes well up with tears.

A lump rose in his throat as her words rang in his ears. A sense of guilt and pain enveloped him. His heart seemed to get stuck in his throat. The sense of helplessness and guilt washed over him. He closed his eyes, the guilt settled heavily over his shoulders and he couldn't help but fall on the ground unable to bear the weight of her words. He felt his heart being stabbed by a sharp knife cutting through him making his heart bleed. His heart twisted rather painfully in his chest and he placed a hand on his heart to feel it beating against his palm. A wave of coldness swept over him and he closed his eyes, his lips parted slightly as he tried to let out the breath which was stuck in his throat.

His hands shivered as he raised them to pray, to seak forgiveness of the sin he had commited.

Yeh kya ho gaya mujhse ya ALLAH. Maine Mubashira ke sath nainsafi ker di. Mujhe maaf ker de maula.

As he continued to pray, tears made their way out of his eyes falling over his palms. He let out a trembling breath as the cool wind enveloped him but he seemed to care less murmuring prayers under his breath. The weight of Mubashira,s words pressed down heavily over his heart making it feel heavier then ever. Suddenly in a desperate attempt to find some peace and guidance, he stood up and hurried downstairs.