a/n FIRST IMAGINE YAWL😍
anyways if i use ❤️🩹 its a sad one. anything else is whtvr.
tw: s/h
age: 15
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moms been gone for her eras tour for awhile. i miss her. ive struggled with self harm before she adopted me and its been about 4-5 years. i can't control the urge to slice through my arm anymore though.
i walk into the bathroom with a screwdriver and pencil sharpener in hands
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i take out the blade.
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andreas POV
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my poor grandbaby y/n has been so upset lately, never leaving her room, never wanting to talk, grades are dropping, and im worried
i know she misses her mom so i need to do smth.
i call taylor
,, hey tay? "-A
,, yeah mom?"
,, y/n has been missing you so much lately and ive been noticing her being more upset and her grades are dropping"
,, oh mom, im gonna see if i can try and visit before the next shows, give me a minute,"
she hangs up and calls back
,, tree said i could go so ill be there tomorrow! love you, bye! "
,, love you, bye"
im happy she gets to be happy now.
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your pov
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i take the blade and slice through my arm, tears streaming down my face, i slice again. it hurts so good. i continue slicing until i hear grandma say dinners done. i put on a hoodie and go to eat.
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still ur pov
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after i eat i js cry. i cry myself to sleep. i woke up to the front door closing. i get up and see mom, i turn around to go to bed again. MOM. shes back? i ran into her arms crying and hug her tightly.
,, hon hon whats wrong? "
,, i missed you s-so much.."
,, aww im right here, hon"
,, i wish you were here yesterday. "
,, why? what happened yesterday?"
i roll up my sleeve and my mom leads me to the bathroom
i sat on the toilet and she had a first aid kit and a marker, why a marker?
she cleaned the cuts and put bandaids over them, then, drew stars on the bandaids
,, what are you doing..? "
,, drawing stars around your scars"
i hug her. she brings me to her room and we cuddle and watch mean girls(the og).
i love my mom
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how we feeling yawl🎀☆💋
