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chapter five : blood line

i stormed out of the room, when i was near her i slowed down enought to look at her confused face  i felt the fear in her eyes for the first time and i don't like it, i walked away from the resturent i think i heard somone calling my name maybe alot of peaple were but i didn't stop i just needed air i relaxed a bite when the cold night's wind  touched my face i googled the cloosest roof top and headed in that direction , i let a sight out as soon as i'm there ,  i gived myself the moment to stare at the sky , i miss her , everyday a little more i look at everything wishinig we are looking at it togather i still make fake senarios of her in my head i imagine her words and opinion on everything, it's killing me the fact that i have to look at there faces is killing me i held my phone and called leo " where are you?" " i'm on my way " he said immediatly " i will  send you the location, tell kyle  to run the meeting and explain that  we need more time to discuss  the deatiles  " : i replaid and was about to hung up when he add " listen ,i'm sorry bro " he said almost whispering from the other side of the phone " it's ok i knew he was back in here, it was a matter of time untill i meet him  i even think my grandfather is planing a dinner for us , he will eventually want his two grandkids to have a relationship even in this situation, now i need you to look for informations about him  what is he doing in that company and how he gets there " i inhaled at the end of my sentence , i don't think i will ever be ready to have a relationship with him , he has too much of my father in him maybe that's why they get along so well  " he is the project manger of that company , he is the person we will worke with on this project he gets there through your father  " his voice came out shaky, he knows exactlly how bad this was , i cloosed my eyes when i heard his words  it was the only fear i had since i saw him there i hunged up witout addiding a word , i cloosed my eyes and the devils took me back to that day when  my mother was getting sicker every day, out of nowhere she was fading like a bright star about to dissapear , i was just 10 at that time i didn't know what i had to do ,the doctores were always in her room yet nobody told me anything , at first my father was always by her side but after couple months  he was barley seen by her side , i remember it all like a flashback from a movie screen ,her hands in my hair, her eyes on mine, the doctores gathering around her , me crying and then got out of the room , me sitting all alone  on the floor  , and then everything  was moving everyone was there  people i don't know and others i saw before, faces lookig at me in pitty , her death was quick,  unexpected , the doctores said her body was too weak to handle anything ,eventually her heart just stopped,that's when life stopped for me too, a month later my half brother was born louis ,my dad cheated on my mother and had a son with another woman ,she was one of my mother's close friends , from there on, the relationship between my father and grandfather was ruined and it keeps  getting worste " are you ok?" i heard a soft voice coming from behind me , i turned arouned to face her sh,e was standing there looking at me in  concern, the moon light reflected on her skin and the wind was moving her front hair pieces i closed my eyes and clinshed my jow when i opened them back she was walking in my direction " i hope you don't mind that i'm here , i follwed you i thought u might need help " she said quitly keeping her voice steady as the words left her mouth , i didn't say anything i just turned arowned to face the view of the city again, the lights are on everywhere so is people but all that i can think about right now is this situation , she was  standing by my side just a few feets away from me " i don't want to be part of this project anymore , i'm canceling the coporation "   i said trying my best not to let my voice sounds like how i feel right now i turned to face her she lookend at me with her eyes full of devastated i expected her to yell at me or aske me why  and that was going to be  bad too becouse i don't have an answear for her,she took a few steps back and then turned arowned and left , i let my head fall slowley in between my shoulders  .......

" wait ! " i yelled as i followed her , she turned arouned and locked her eyes with mine , she looked at me with teary eyes but they were filled with hate and sadness like i just broke her heart , she broke the eye contact for a moment and turned her face away from me , she tried to calm her self and looked at me again " i'm so sorry " i wisperd as i said it ,  feeling really sorry for her  " why ? why did you do that ? i've never hurted you , i knew you were up to somthing but why did you do that to me " she said her words as her eyes filled up with even more tears  , she turned arouned and walked towared the door in a quick steps , i wispred "i'm sorry, i had to " as i watched her leave 

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i got in the car after i got the keyes from the driver i told him to go back to the house as i want to drive myself  , somthing is  going on in my head but i'm not sure about it  , i saw leo heading to me befour i start the car , i got out to great him " what's up man i miss you " he said as he gived me a quick hug " good " is all that i manged to say , he could tell i wasn't in a good mood , we got in the car and he exhaled as if he is going to say somthing not very good  " i saw her when she was leaving , she looked kinda of sad  " he strugled to say his words as he was trying to put it in the best form he can put it in , i didn't answear instead i start driving , " she is really pretty tho , she looks..." " stope it " i shoot at him, he glance at me as i pulled the car without saying another word " i have somthing to do , i'm sorry leo " i said looking at him " nah it's ok ,don't worry about it dude , see you in the morning " he said as he left the car , i smilled turning on the car again , i'm not sure what i'm about to do right now but i have to 

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i pulled in the driveway and took a look on the quite neiberhood and then at the clock it was 10:30 pm i hope she didn't fall asleep , i took her adress from kyle on a phone call , i can imagine his suprised face when i asked for it , i walkd to her door i hesitated for a second and then knock on her door ,a few moments passed by and she opened  i can see the shock on her face when she saw me , she looked freshly out of the shower , she was in pink pijama , the short was bunny printed and the shirt was an oversize matching shirt almost covering all the shorts , her wet hair was messy and slightly curled at the end , down to half her back " alxe " she said in disbelive and it brought me back to reality i was about to speak but i was cut by the shock of my life " babe , who is this ? "  he stood by her side  , my eyes met his and we both froze , only four words manged to got out of my mouth  " louis!? "