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This was normal right people's stare while going through the market to buy what his father needed .
He hated all the attention he got because of his face and especially his hair .
While some people complimented him , someone wanted him for their own pleasure .

This disgusted the shit out of him , he knew one thing about his self only that his mental health is forever unknown.
Felix pov

I am here again to buy alcohol for my dad , the shop from where I bought it is owned by my dad's friend so they let me bring it without any identification even though I am 19 right now and soon will be 20 as  it will be my birthday soon .

I walked inside the store and  my worst nightmare came true , this time it was not my dad's friend but his playboy son , who never leaves me alone and always talks dirty things to me .
I bought two bottles from the drinking aisle and placed them on the counter for him to check them out .
He quickly scanned them while my eyes were still sticked to the ground .
I hate this .
This was the only thing I could think at that time at all .
After he scanned I realized I need to tell him something .
" Dad said he will pay by next month " I said while still staring at the ground
"That is not possible at all I see "
He said while I could feel a smirk on his face.
" Why is that not possible, he always pays by time "?
I wanted this whole thing to quickly end and this was the only way .
" Well our shop isn't going well as you already  know , this shop is located in a pretty small city anyway and we might go under soon , so pay or leave empty handed "
I quickly raised my gaze towards him to find him smirking widely at me .
It was cloudy today and I could clearly tell it's gonna rain soon as it was getting dark by time .
" My dad will come by Tomorrow then please hand me these " I pointed my finger towards the bottles .
" There is another way you know "
My heart sank as soon as I heard those words
" You don't need to pay me today if I could have you for today" he said as he leaned a bit close over the counter towards me
I moved a bit backwards
" I'm sorry but this is not going to happen"
" Oh well then go empty handed "
He.knew . I . Was . Miserable. Right . Now
My dad is a huge alcoholic and he can't survive a single day without them .
"You still got a  chance pretty boy "
He suddenly held my hand as he was insisting me on staying here
I yanked my hand quickly and went out of the store with my whole body shivering .
"Pretty boy "
"Stay"
"Empty handed."
All of the words he said were echoed in my head as I sprinted towards my house .
My house was more like half broken house and due to his miserable state it was hidden in the forest .
...

I knocked on the door to my father opening it with a grumpy sigh .
His eyes became dark as soon as he saw me empty handed .
"Where the stuff   I asked from you stupid boy "? He asked more like shouted
"I-i was going to bought it but they said that you needed to pay from now on and also need to p-pay the remaining bills f-first"
"Whatever I'm gonna talk to you later you slut" he said as he went out of the house telling me to lock the door until he comes back
....
It was past midnight  and there were no signs of my dad , I was not worried but more like scared as I'm scared of thunder storms .
I didn't like to sleep much , as I have  nightmares often and it scares the shit out of me . Most of the time it feels too real and I feel like whatever happened was actually done by me .
My thought were interrupted by someone violently knocking on the door .
I opened the door revealing my father being drunk .
"YOU FUCKING PIECE OF TRASH "
He quickly held my throat squeezing it real hard and pushing me towards the wall .
My back started aching as soon as I hit by the wall .
My both hands were on my throat trying to remove his hands but suddenly he did it himself
"YOU CHEATED ON ME , HOW COULD YOU "?  He said while sitting on the ground out of no where and then suddenly he ran towards the kitchen and held a knife
He's going to kill me today .
I quickly ran out of my house and went more deep in the forest , rain was hitting hard and the echoing of thunderstorms was louder than ever .
My dad was also behind me but with time I escaped from his eyes and while looking behind I actually slipped and fell on the hard ground .
A groan came out of my mouth and soon I came back to my senses .
I realized that someone else is also present nearby it was definitely not my nasty father it was rather a different voice .

I walked a bit closer towards the voice and as soon as I saw people standing in a distance I sat behind a bush , hoping they didn't saw me .
I started to eavesdrop on their convo .

"Hyunjin he escaped " a man said while panting
The man who spoke before was going to say something but was shushed by the so called man named hyunjin
" I feel another presence around us hiding here " the man said with his husky voice
Everything stopped for me when I realized they are talking about me .
I quickly tryed to crawl a bit back but I stepped on a branch.