Felix was glad that they didn't suspect anything at all but the amount of food he intake was making him go insane
The voice inside his head kept telling him how fat he is getting and that he really doesn't deserve this all
" I need to throw up " Felix said as he ran to the bathroom to throw up
He kept throwing up but the guiltiness he kept feeling feeling was hard to ignore
He cleaned himself up , his clothes almost soaking wet as he kept splashing water form the sink tap upon himself thinking he's something dirty
He dropped on the floor with his back sticked the wall , crying like there is no tomorrow for him
On the other whilst hyunjin was arguing with everyone he sensed something wrong which others did also
" He's not okay !" Han shouted
" What do we do now ?" Jeongin asked Looking around continuously for response
" I knew it was a bad idea !" Minho yelled
" It's not time for that , seungmin , Chan and jeongin come with me " hyunjin said as he sprinted towards Felix's room
They walked towards his room and was glad the door wasn't lock .
They entered the room to find light coming out of the bathroom and silent sobs .
Hyunjin felt like his world fell apart
He didn't ?
He can't hurt himself ???
No ?
Please no ...
Felix don't .
Hyunjin ran towards the door to find a almost unconscious Felix on the ground
Tears all over his face , body soaking wet .
"I-i am s-sorry " Felix began to spoke as he tried to sit back up but failed badly
" No no it's okay " jeongin came running towards him wondering why didn't hyunjin touch him or something
Jeongin went to him but realized he was unconscious
" He fainted ".. jeongin simply said
" I'll get some clothes for him " hyunjin said and quietly went away
" I'll get the medicines and other stuff " Chan said in a worried tone and went away as he also needed to alert the people downstairs who must be dying to know what's going on
Jeongin kept caressing his cheeks while a sad face
" Why do you think hyunjin didn't do anything"?
Jeongin spoke
" Guilt "
" What do you mean ?"
" He thinks he's the reason Felix is in so much pain "
" Well I don't think so ?"
" Why "
" I can see that in his eyes"
" That's understandable "
Soon Felix was changed into comfortable clothes by seungmin and the only thing seungmin kept. Thinking afterwards was that what would the younger feel when he realized that he changed his clothes for him ?
He wouldn't mind right ?
Hopefully....
Everyone was in Felix's room so the room was kind of cluttered now
" He's going to he fine right ?" Han asked while fiddling with his fingers while his eyes were sticked to Felix
" Of course , he's Felix " minho said while giving a sad chuckle
Soon everyone left the room except hyunjin
Who was zoned out of world
He stared at the younger as he kept moving forward towards how bed
He leaned closer to his face , admiring his freckles and admiring beauty
He placed kiss on his forehead and went away .
Next morning
Felix woke up the next morning. Quite startled when he realized he was in bed with his clothes changed
No wonder it was hard waking up
He was expecting to be on a cold floor right now or something but then it clicked
They must have find out
How did they manage to ?
Am I that bad at acting ? Felix thought
" I ruined everything" Felix said as he facepalm himself
What do I do ? It's going to be even harder to have a understanding with them now
They must think I'm a sucidial freak or something
Felix was so into his thoughts he never realized when the door opened and seungmin and Han came in
" Hey how are you doing ?" Han asked hesitantly
Felix snapped out of his thoughts and was staring towards the two intruders who just entered the room
"U-h i-i am fine ?" Felix responded but it was more like a question to himself also
Jeongin gave him a slight smile as he sat on the bed closer to him a bit
Felix tried to move back hesitantly but stopped when
" It's okay Felix ik it's hard but your gonna get over it " jeongin said with a sad smile
Those words ...
"I'm gonna get over it ?" Felix was in disbelief
Someone is caring for him
Tears welled up in his eyes but then seungmin ran towards him and held his hands
" Your strong okay ? Don't cry I know your strong and we're proud of you " seungmin said as he looked at the younger with a worried some face
They are proud of me
They care for me
They expect that everything will be fine ?
Will everything be fine ?
Really ?
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Fantasy"i-i am not a fucking vampire " the boy shouted with tears rolling down his face and it looked like he was "panicking " "let me show you then ". one of the boys standing Infront of him spoke Lee Felix one of the most famous boy in the village due t...
