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Is my life a joke ? Why can't I just escape everything and live a peaceful life  .
Felix was being brought by hyunjin who caught him red handed trying to escape and well now he knows there's no getting out of this mess .
The nervous young boy entered the huge living room and now all the attention of the room was at him .
The younger boy took a seat on the opposite side of the couch which was almost empty, as all the people present in the room was sitting on the other couch .
Hyunjin , Jeongin ,  and seungmin  were standing behind the couch while Chan , lee know ,  han and  changbin were sitting on the sofa .
Hyunjin :" this little fella over here tryed to escape , however the door was locked " hyunjin gestured towards Felix with his hand .
Chan's eyebrows furrowed as soon as he heard the sentence hyunjin said .
Changbin:" hey buddy are you okay ? Why did you -"
Felix :" can you t-tell me the f-fuck you bring me here for ?!" Felix asked even though he knew cutting the words of the older was not a good idea  nevertheless who cares as he always regrets whatever he said or did .
Seungmin :" we will tell you,  just relax a bit hm?"seungmin said trying to convince Felix as he didn't wanted the younger to go through another panic attack right now .
Felix:" I don't even want to stay here for a second , just fucking let . me .  go ."
Hyunjin :" don't you fucking understand that we will explain everything just fucking stay quite kiddo !"
But hyunjin regretted his words as the older males all had a talk before Felix entered the room that the must not be harsh on Felix no matter what but it looks like hyunjin blew the rule in a matter of few seconds only .
Felix :" fine explain you fucking story " Felix thought maybe slightly raising his voice and cursing infront of the older males will make him look strong but frightness could be seen in his eyes easily .
Changbin :" Felix were not any strangers to you , we Actually.all played and lived together when we were younger , don't you remember anything at all ?" Changbin said with a light of hope flickering in his eyes
Felix :" what the fuck are you even talking about , my parents abandoned me when I was young which led me to rot in a freaking orphanage " Felix exclaimed he hated everything that was going on especially the boy  with beautiful features , who insulted him ( according to him ) only a few minutes ago .
Chan :" Felix your birth parents never abandoned you , they would never do that-"
Felix :" unfortunately they did so just let me go-"
Felix was already in a really uncomfortable state because of the intense glares that he was receiving .
Hyunjin :"  FINE. You fucking Wanna go huh ? Where will you even go to your step dad's home who is oh sorry to say is dead " hyunjin chuckles in a fake way , as Felix's jaw dropped when he heard the words dead
"What did you do ?!" Felix asked with his breath becoming unstable as soon a she thought that what if people started thinking him as a murderer of his own step father.
" Hey we were fucking talking about you wanting to go right ? Okay then -"
"Hyunjin stop what the heck we talk about this " seungmin said as he was worried about Felix being scared again
"Yeah hyunjin stop we still need to explain  everything to him " Jeongin said as Minho and jisung were still watching not wanting to cut off the angry hyunjin standing near them .
Hyunjin was boiling with anger as he ran towards Felix holding his wrist tightly, making him stand and yelp in pain

" Let me go you bastard" Felix yelled trying to loosen the grip of his hand from hyunjin
Everyone else was still in shock as they never ever expected this from hyunjin because hyunjin had a  soft spot for him from the beginning .
"Hyunjin  what the fuck stop this " Chan ran towards the two males fighting and yelling with each other .
" No he is already on my nerves he wanted to go  out so badly right , okay fine I'll give you one hour to go anywhere you like , no matter which place , if I happen to find you after one hour your coming back and  you cannot do anything without our fucking Permission " hyunjin said with his face being mad with anger.

Hyunjin had enough of this drama , the person everyone was longing to see,  with seungmin bring worried for him , Chan who is confused about what is going on , changbin who  doesn't feel like anything is real at all , Minho who try to act cold but right now his heart aches for Felix as  he sees what condition he is in , i.n who can't even control his emotions anymore  as now Felix is infront of him but he's a bit changed , han who just want to squeeze the younger   into a tight hug and never  let him go
All had mixed feelings right now but hyunjin couldn't control his
" Fine I don't fucking  care about anything else right now but to leave this torturing place" Felix didn't wanted to leave or even if he wanted to he couldn't because of his ankle , how far could he even go , his home no his step dad is already dead , maybe I should go to the place under the bridge  as it was pretty dark on the forest and it would be safe to spend the night there Felix thought
"Felix you can't just go " Chan said with a half angry and half worried tone
" Do you know how much effort it took us to find you ?" Jeongin asked almost ob the Verge of crying as he thought Felix doesn't feel the same anymore for them or maybe him .
They knew he remember nothing from before except a few bad things that occured to him in the past few  years when he was adopted by his father but Felix being still in the dark even after they found him in a city which was in nowhere and not even being able to explain him anything because of hyunjin being ridiculous.
" The heck are you guys even talking about
, Stop being weird and jut let me go !"Felix said in reply to Jeongin who instantly left the room after what Felix said while seungmin followed him .

" Why are you scared that you guys won't find me ?".Felix said with a slight fake chuckle
Inside he was scared and felt like he would collapse because of how weird and creepy the atmosphere was.

" I will find you before you even it because you belong to us no matter what ."

Hyunjin said and that was the sign for leave and the boy actually did .
The nature did dirty with him , as it was pretty cloudy and slight flickers of thunderstorms could be seen easily .
Felix tryed to run as fast as he could towards the main door and hyunjin hastily opened it with a slight smirk on his face .
" Felix listen let us explain " Chan said hurrying towards the two boys standing at the door
" I don't need to hear your freaking explanation keep it to your self " lix said as he took a step outside the house , there was a loud bang of thunderstorms echoing .
" You might want to reconsider  your decision kiddo " hyunjin said as he leaned over the door as Chan and others were disappointedly staring at the two while there was one person who was soon gonna burst with anger and it was Minho

Minho was always defensive for Felix and in other words was over protective .

Felix hesitantly took a step forward meanwhile his injured ankle was bursting with pain but he could only ignored it .
He actually did consider not going as it was going to  rain soon.
Soon Felix  out of sight and  that was when Minho couldn't control his anger anymore
" What the fuck hyunjin , what did you even do that " Minho said as he walked towards hyunjin and tight gripped his collar .
" What I only did something that seemed important to me " hyunjin replied looking straight into the olders eyes .
" Remember one thing hyunjin if there's even one more scar on Felix because of you, your dead"Minho said as he losened his grip on hyunjin s collar and soon went anyway towards his problem

That's when hyunjin realized something
Rain triggered Felix the most due to bad childhoods trauma
"I fucked up " hyunjin mumbled under his breath soon started running towards the forest to find Felix