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𝓐MOURA WAS ALWAYS feeling pretty bored these days, her days had been so uneventful and uneventful was the last thing she wanted. she refrained from going to work with her mom anymore. she just didn't want to. she doesn't want to face darrian, that's why she broke things off originally.
she found herself avoiding conversations about him with kenzie over the phone, and her mom mentioned she noticed that something was bothering her, but she just shrugged and said she was fine. when really, her mind seemed to be elsewhere. she's been going out more but the feelings of darrian only got worse.
when she went to bed, she'd find herself lying in bed for hours, unable to sleep because of all the thoughts running through her head. she still never mentioned anything to her mom about that party. every time she thinks about zyair she just begins to wonder why he maybe wanted to do that, it couldn't have been just because she ghosted him.
she wonders about so many things, but she'd rather just avoid the situation in general. since there's so much to it going on in her head she just shuts everybody out. she hates all the time she has to just lay in bed all day and do nothing.
nothing has interested her or brought her joy because everything reminds her of darrian, because she practically did everything with darrian. sometimes she feels bad about sending him that text message, maybe she could wrote it in a nicer way.. or maybe she shouldn't have sent it at all.
in a world where everything was up to her, things would be back to normal, maybe better than normal, with just her and darrian, but now she couldn't even text him because he had her blocked.
amoura was dying to let him know how she was getting on, she was starting to realize that just going through this alone was making it worse, she thought distancing herself would help but it doesn't, but at the moment, she couldn't shake the feeling that he would judge her, even if he did it secretly.
