Chapter Forty Six

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~ 3rd Person POV ~

" KIM JUNGSAN!" Taehyung yelled for his three year old son. The grey haired male heard tiny footsteps running towards him. He looked down to see his precious and adorable son, who looked just like Jungkook

" mommy mommy mommy!" Jungsan said as he hugged his mommy's leg, looking up at him with doe eyes

" Jungsan, what did I tell you about leaving your toys around the room, you know what mommy to trip and hurt himself do you?" " Taehyung asked as he picked up the small child, placing him on his hip with a smile

" sorry mommy, " He said sadly, placing his head on his shoulder, making Taehyung realized that he could never be upset at his son. He was just too precious

" You're too cute, do you know that sweetheart?" Taehyung asked as he stated to pick up the toys while keeping his son steady on his hip. Jungsan gave Taehyung a bunny yet, boxy smile. He was really a mixture of Jungkook and Taehyung

" Sweetie, so you want to go get something to eat? We can go out for dinner tonight " Taehyung asked his son and his eyes lit up. He loved going out to eat

" I'll take that as a yes, " Taehyung said as he got ready to take his son out so that they could get some dinner

Years ago, after Jungkook found out about Taehyung's obsession over him. He had to leave Korea, he couldn't handle the face that everyone knew about his stalking. Layla has a big ass mouth and told everyone in Jungkook's family about Taehyung's stalking and lying

It was too much for him to handle. They all disliked him and he couldn't handle it. Especially after Jungkook made it clear that he didn't want anything to do with him anymore. It hurt him more than anything in the world

Jungkook didn't want him anymore

Once he left Korea. He moved to Cupertino California when he was three weeks pregnant. He was offered a job at Apple Headquarters because of his experience and excellent skills. After all that happened, he was able to get a decent size house for a single person with a child to live comfortably

They were in America and since Taehyung has already knew English, he was going to make sure his son was able to speak it as well in order to communicate with his friends and teachers at school. He wanted his child to fit in

The gray haired male never contacted Jungkook once, after everything was ruined when his used to be boyfriend found out his secret, he didn't want to bother him. Not contacting him after a long time made Taehyung knew that Jungkook would never knew that he had a son but, the younger male just decided to leave it a lot and never speak on it

Dating someone who had the impact that Jungkook did, he saw his ex everywhere. It was impossible to go a day without seeing Jungkook on TV, in magazines, on billboards and newspapers. He was a worldwide celebrity and it was so hard for Taehyung to not think about him so much

On some days, Taehyung would think he is the most independent person on the world with a great career and a beautiful kids who he raised wonderfully. He thinks that he doesn't need anyone but on somedays, he sits in the bathtub and cries for hours and hours on ends

He would wonder what his life would like if he stayed with Jungkook and would often look at the ring that Jungkook had given him the night he told everyone that he was his lover...it was the best day of his life

Nothing can top that moment

Jungsan would always come into the bathroom and ask his mom what was wrong. His son was a very smart boy, asking Taehyung " is Mommy crying over Daddy again?"

Taehyung would say things on the line of " No, mommy is just overthinking again", trying his best not to mention how he was miserable without Jungkook in his life

Taehyung snapped back into reality, smiling as he held the same of her son, admiring how much his son looked just like his Dad. Taehyung only wishes that Jungkook could have had the opportunity to meet him one day

" Mommy " Jungsan said as he pulled on Taehyung's hair, getting his attention almost immediately. Leaning down while giving his son a big smile

" Yes Sweetheart " Taehyung asked

" All of my friends at school having a mommy and a daddy" Jungsan mumbled sadly. It was hard for his little brain and heart to grasp that having only one parent wasn't a bad thing but seeing all of his friends show picture of both of his parents, it just made him feel like there was something wrong with him or his own family tree

" I know sweetie but...don't you like it being just you and me?" Taehyung asked, trying to make sure his son didn't feel bad but it was hard for him to see that there wasn't anything wrong with it just being him and his mommy

" yes...b-but everyone has a mommy and daddy and I only have a mommy..." Jungsan whimpered, tears filling in his little eyes. " Why did you leave Daddy? I said you loved him, why did you leave him?" Jungsan asked, his mommy wiping his little tears, couldn't stand to see him cry

" Mommy...mommy made a really bad mistakes in the past. Mommy has some really bad problem so that's he left...to get help and become a better person for himself and his son, so you understand sweetheart?" Taehyung asked, trying to make his son know that he left for a good reason

Taehyung looked back at himself, his past self and he regretted it so much. He should have known that Jungkook was going to find out about his obsession sooner later. He knew he hurt Jungkook badly and he still regrets it

Taehyung even started going to therapy, really trying to better himself so that he could be a better person. What he did in the past wasn't worth it. It just wasn't worth it

" Did Daddy love me?" Jungsan asked, swinging his hands with his mommy as they walked down the sidewalk of the town, going to eat some noddles for dinner

" Your Daddy doesn't know you were born but if he did...I'm sure that he would love you more than anything. I can stay nothing bad about your Daddy, he was absolutely perfect in every single way possible " Taehyung said as he picked his son up, kissing his forehead gently

" Is that Daddy, up there " Jungsan asked, looking up and pointing to the sky. Taehyung look up to see the very wide billboard, showing his ex-lover, Jungkook holding a glass of wine. He looked so handsome. Taehyung regrets fucking up their relationship two years ago

" Yes baby, that's him and you look just like him " Taehyung softly chuckled as he walked into the noddle shop

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