or maybe I wasn't

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He lied

He.....lied

He lied

The words kept spinning in yuji's head,her not comprehending anything as she took in the scene that played infront of her eyes

She's not suprised

She's already seen it coming but she ignored It

How he left her in favour of hanging out with her,how he no longer came to drop him off to his home,how whenever she passed him he didn't seem to notice her,how it the girls appearance became more and more apparent,how without wanting to know she knows her name,how when she somehow managed for him to spend with her all he talked about was always Hannah

She selfishly kept quiet, knowing if she spoke anything the results would only make her more broken

They walked hand in hand with each,not noticing her presence who was just behind them

She wanted to hate her,so much

...but how can she?

She's seen her,seen whenever she smiled at megumi,how happy she was,how happy both of them were

With Megumi's ranting she knows atlast that much that they were childhood bestfriend who got disconnected because of shifting but now reconnected

She has not right to react the way she does

Looking the her disheveled room,the lamp broken from throwing it across from her room

Really she has no right

Not like they established anything

I played dumb,kept playing dumb,I watched at he fell out of love with me

There's no way he never loved me

There's no way he didn't love me with those eyes he looked at me

There's no way

.....right....?

It was a coincidence, she was just in a cafe when the both came from the same door,into the cafe

Hand in hand

...she wasn't jealous,no that's an ugly thing,she shouldn't feel

She has no right to

She was stupid....

She looked at them from where she sat,it was like they weren't aware of their own surrounding,happy in each other's bubble

....and wasn't that nostalgic...?

She looked the girl, Hannah

...she's pretty.....she looks kind,she smiles so brightly,perfect for fushiguro really

.....huh

......weird how she has started to call him fushiguro instead of megumi now....

...

Not like he ever said 'i love you' to me? Did he? No he didn't,he doesn't matter

...

...but werent the soft touches,the lingering glances,how he tried to spend time with me-he thinks I didn't realize that..I did.....

Does when he teased me about how I was to small to reach the shelf didn't it meant anything? Was it enough?

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