Diary of Life

Chapter 1 - Elementary

Way back when I was on 6th Grade, I had massive crush on this guy, Clarence let's just call him "CJ". When I confessed to him luckily he liked me too.

So me and my batchmates, were practicing para sa proper na pag graduate, almost for 2 weeks na rin kaming nag pa-practice sa school, I never noticed Clarence as his surname started with "C" and mine started with "V" lagi syang nasa unahan ng pila as usual kasi nga his surname comes first, pangatlo s'ya sa pila and ako naman, pangalawa sa huli. "Callado" "Chavez" and his last name "C****" and ako naman sa pila ng girls from last, "Zamora" and last name ko.

Nag confess ako sakanya noong araw ng grand practice na namin, grand practice which means na mas more than yung hours na mag pa-practice kami than usual kasi after tomorrow, is final na, graduation na namin.

Nag tagal kami ni CJ for months rin, Nung after ng grand practice namin, naging kami (lol ang bilis 'di ba?, he just asked me to be his girlfriend, wala nang courtship 🤣) So eventually, before we even graduated elementary, kami na. When we graduated syempre sembreak, and then enrollment for 1st year highschool. We worked out things together kaso he's always busy, he never really got time to spend with me, kasi always s'yang nasa labas. Always s'yang naka tambay and nasa computer shop, playing valorant. Nung nag start na itong highschool life namin, sadly mag ka-iba kami ng schedule because Set A sya and ako naman Set B ako, so we never really got the chance to meet eachother at school, until nung October when our school announced na mag fu-full blast na daw ng face to face.

But before pa na mag full blast ng face to face classes, we broke up, he broke up with me.

So eto na nga, nung time na face-to-face classes started, etong mga kaklase ko sa Set A, we we're really close, kasi yung isa kong friend doon na si Chela, she's been my friend since 3rd Grade, and yung iba dun, ka schoolmate lang rin namin nung elementary. Chela has a friend, si Hash.
Hash is religious type of guy, englishero, pretty much shy type, gentleman na rin siguro, he always go to church every Sunday ganern, Naging ka m.u (mutual understanding) ko si Hash. Nag confess s'ya sakin tapos ako naman s'yempre inentertain ko. May GC kami na mag kaka-section that time, pero bawal pala yun and our GC got leaked, so nag leave kami dun lahat.

Ayun na nga, naging ka m.u ko si Hash until etong kaibigan ko si Kate, Kate confessed to Hash, pero before bago pa s'ya mag confess kay Hash, nag la-landian na sila, habang ine-entertain ako ni Hash. Si Kate, nag confess s'ya, kahit alam n'yang ka m.u ko naman si Hash, and for me, that wasn't the reason I started to hate her that time, hindi dahil sa inagawan n'ya ako, but dahil sa fact na sinayang n'ya lang yung friendship namin. Because of that lumayo loob ko kay Hash and kay Kate, and sa galit, siniraan ko s'ya, and more ganyan.

So ayunnn, nung na find out ni CJ na ka m.u ko si Hash, nag chat sya na I have someone else na daw pala ganon, tapos nakipag break, then after some weeks, I tried to fix the relationship ganern, I basically begged for him to choose me again, and give me another chance. Kalaunan naman he gave me another chance. 7 months na kami when we broke up, supposedly dapat 8 kaso hindi na umabot.

He broke up with me March 1st 2023. And the reason? he cheated.

He cheated on me with G8 student which was that time president of Grade 8 - Olympus. February noon, katatapos lang ng Foundation Day namin which is on February 27 and after the Foundation Day, dapat kinagabihan non is magaganap yung event which is "Musical Night" where students from our school, shows their talents, they will sing, dance, anything just perform but the "Musical Night" got cancelled that day because hindi pa daw ma-linis yung place na pag gaganapan nung event, so tinuloy nila kinabukasan which is February 28th. That night pala what happened is that CJ, suma-sandal sandal s'ya dun sa babae na Grade 8, let's just call her "Isha". Suma-sandal daw si CJ kay ate Isha that night, tatlong beses daw and mata-tagal. My classmates saw that, si Abriel and Nonah. And they informed me about it but it was too late na nung in-inform nila ako.