Before the evil took her heart ~ (Skz FF)

Kill Me? ME?

I kept rocking back and forth on the chair in the hallway and was on the verge of going crazy. We've been here for 4 hours and the doctors are still trying to do everything they can to keep Ji-eun alive. By we, of course, I mean Chris and me. He wanted t stay and wait with me, which surprised me again, but my head is too full right now to question his last actions of today so I just remained silent. After a while he held out a cup of coffee to me, so I thanked him briefly and put it aside after taking a sip. He slowly sat down next to me while I leaned back and closed my eyes. "You should sleep", he said after I closed my eyes. I said, "I can't sleep when the most precious person in my live could die any moment." He said, "I know how you're feeling but you really should rest a bit. We've been waiting here for hours." I gave him a look to indicate that he should be quiet. I really had no nerves for anyone at that moment. Suddenly the door to the operation room opened and a doctor came directly towards us. I immediately asked him worried, "And?" He replied, "She barely survived but she's stable for now." "Can I visit her?", I asked. "Yes, of course. I should tell you that she's still not awake yet, so be careful if she wakes up", he told me before leaving us again. I quickly rushed into her room and sat down on a chair next to the bed she's laying in. I took her hand and held it softly in mine. Tears of relief escaped my eyes. I began to talk to her, because I know that she can hear me, "I really thought I will lose you.....
You scared me a lot.....
I'm sorry that I couldn't protect you.....
This is all my fault.....
I dragged you into this situation. That was a big mistake. I promise you to be more careful and be more there for you, so I can protect you if something like this happens again, but I hope that this will never ever happen again.....
You're everything I have, you know?
I know you can hear me, so please fight for your life.....
Don't leave me.....
I'm gonna' tell you this now cause' I won't have the courage to say this after you wake up. I'm glad I met you back then. I never told you that you made my life better and brought back a little joy in it. Without you I probably wouldn't be where I am right now. I just wanted to thank you for everything you have done and sacrificed for me.....
I love you as my best friend but I think you already know that."
I smiled while stroking her hand.
"I need to go now Ji-eun but I will visit you again as fast as I can. I'll see you next time", I said before I gave her a kiss on her forehead and left the room. At least for today. On the way out Chris asked me, "Are you ready to go?" I just nooded as an answer cause' I was too tired to speak right now. He opened the door of the car for me and I quickly sat in. The drive wasn't long but for me it felt like an eternity. Chris said I should stay with him for now as it's the safest at the moment. This time I didn't fight back like I did the last few times. Chris wanted to take a quick shower when we arrived, so I got a glass of water from the kitchen and sat down there. There was something fishy about the whole thing. Ji-eun said someone was looking for me. Most likely they wanted to kill Ji-eun to take revenge on me. That's already clear. I'm just wondering which person out of over 100 enemies it could be. I could do some research later because I already know that I definitely won't be able to fall asleep. I would be afraid that I'll start screaming because of the visions that I occasionally have. Most of the time they are about the future and sometimes it isn't that pretty, which is why I start screaming out of fear. I don't like showing weakness. Chris has already seen me weak enough. He shouldn't know too much. I simply grabbed Chris' laptop and immediately started searching for the person who attacked Ji-eun. It wasn't that easy. He or she is really good at hiding but I'm really good at hacking. After almost 2 hours I had already found the file I was looking for.

Finally.

Peter Smith.

I don't really remember him but I think I killed his brother. That was a long time ago so I question why he showed up exactly right now. I'm sure he either wants something from me or he wants to kill me. These are the only reasons I can think of why he is calling me at this exact moment. I let him wait a bit and only accepted after a few minutes. I started talking first and asked directly, "What do you want Smith?" I heard him laugh from the other side. "What I want? I just wanted to chat a little", he said and I could clearly hear his smile. I asked, "Why did you attack Ji-eun?" He answered,
"Well,.....
as I know,.....
Ji-eun is very important to you,.....
so I decided to hurt you by hurting the most precious person in your life like you did to me." 
I said, "You know that your brother raped many women. He got a fair punishment and as far as I know you hated your brother because he inherited all your father's fortune and not you. So, what is this really about?" He sighed, "You got me.
It's actually not about my brother, but about the bounty that was put on your head. The person who kills you gets a lot of money. That's more than my father's fortune. I would be rich and also known for killing one of the world's best murderess."
I burst out laughing. He wants to kill ME? HE?
After a while of laughing I put myself together and began to speak again, "I think you're out of your mind to think you could kill me. Many tried to kill me but failed. You will fail too just like the others."  "Believe me. That was just the beginning. Why do you think one of your greatest enemies attacked you and managed to injure you?", he asked me and again I could hear him smile. So he planned this thing. I'm a little impressed that he has the eggs to do this. But just a little.
He said, "He would never have attacked you if I hadn't made him do it. He was just buying some time so I could get to your friend." My smile slowly faded. "You little bastard", I insulted him.
He laughed again.
I probably shouldn't have underestimated him. "Where are you?", I asked him seriously now. He replied, "Why should I tell you? I'm not done with you. I'm gonna' play just a bit more with you. If I tell you now where I am then you will come and kill me immediately."  "So you're scared?", I asked confused. He answered,
"No.
No, I'm not scared. I just want to have my fun with this thing. I want to know how far I can go. I want to torture and destroy you before I kill you." I smiled a little and said, "Well, good luck with that. I'm not as easy to crack as you might think. I was afraid for Ji-eun cause' I have feelings too, but that wasn't the first time that these kind of things happened if you think so. Have your fun if you feel better after it. Just remember that I'm always one step ahead of you." And with that I ended the call. He really thinks that I can't find him?
Well,....
I already tracked him.
Like I said.
I'm really good at hacking.
I knew that he would call me so I just connected my phone to the laptop.
Right now he is in Gangnam-gu but on his way to Seoul. I will wait a bit to see what he his planning and in the end I will finally kill him. I transferred all the data to my phone and deleted it on the laptop before closing it. I put the laptop back in its place and wanted to go for a little walk to clear my head but suddenly I was pulled back by my hand. I paused and didn't even turn around because I knew I wouldn't be able to hold his gaze for long. "Where are you going?", he asked serious. I answered calm, "I just wanted to get some fresh air."  "It's dangerous outside and you're still injured", he said. "Why do you even care?", I asked while I slowly turned around to face him. He replied, "I don't want to be responsible if you get hurt or even die."  I said, "Nobody would even dare to kill me." He asked again, "Not even the guy on the phone?" I starred at him in shock.

He heared me.

Fuck.

"Who was that guy?", he asked as he thightened his grip on my hand.