I was never given the opportunity to experience pure love from my family, they died when I was little and I've been alone ever since.
I didn't understand what it was like to have a mate, well that was until I met him, Jeon Jungkook alpha of Red Bul...
I can understand why he is angry, but I don't understand why he is avoiding me. YES! Avoiding me! That's what he has been doing for the past 4 days. He goes to sleep after me and gets up before I wake up. He has been at the pack house working no stop. Taehyung says that there isn't even anything to do.
We haven't even spoken since that day he yelled at me. I still get my nightmares, but they aren't like how they were when I was in a coma.
Today, I decided to go and finally see Taehyungs son. He has been begging me to come, and so I'll go since I have nothing else to do. I had a quick shower and went out.
Chuu: You finally made it!
Chuu said while running out of the house to embrace me.
Y/n: Yes, finally. Now, where is the little baba?
Chuu: He is in the room, come inside.
I followed Chuu inside the house, and my heart felt so warm the second my eyes landed on him.
Y/n: Can I hold him?
Chuu: Of course you can, Luna.
I slowly picked him up and started talking to him while he was sleeping. He is so small and fragile. His skin was soft, and he smelt for sweet toffee.
Y/n: Hello, baby Juwon. My name is Y/n. I am a friend of your mummies.
He opened his eyes to look at me and gave me a small smile. My heart just melted. Just as I was talking to him, Taehyung walked inside, followed by Jungkook.
Jungkook looked at me and froze.
Taehyung: Luna, you are here, perfect. We can all have lunch together.
Chuu: We need a few things from the market.
Taehyung: Alpha, could you and Luna please look after Juwon for us, please? We won't be long, I promise.
He didn't wait for a reply and went out dragging his mate behind him.
Taehyung: I hope this gives you time to sort out your problems.
Taehyung said through mindlink. Of course, he just had to try and help us. I looked up at Jungkook, who avoided my graze.
Y/n: Are you just going to avoid me forever?
He didn't say anything, just sat on the couch observing one of Juwon's toys.
Y/n: Jungkook, please!
~JUNGKOOK POV~
I didn't like ignoring y/n. Fuck! All I want to do is hold her and shower her all the love in the world. She deserves so much more. My word watching at her interact with Juwon is everything. She would be the best mother to my pups. I know that for a fact, but here I am being a dick.
Hunter: Just tell her how you feel!
Jungkook: It's easier said than done.
Hunter: She's our mate. She will understand. Stop being so stubborn and just talk to her.
I finally looked up at her. She was holding back her tears, and that just broke my heart. Those tears in her eyes were put there by me.
Jungkook: I uhmm... I need to go.
I got up as quickly as possible and left Taehyungs house.
~Y/N POV~
My heart fell as I watched Jungkook leave Taehyung house like that. I wish he would just talk to me. Was that so hard to ask for. Not long after Jungkook left, Chuu and Taehyung came back. I helped Chuu in the kitchen while Taehyung played with his son. After eating with them, I went back home.
My mind replayed those horrible moments from my nightmares to everything with Jungkook. I reached home, and I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I broke down right outside our house. Unable to hold myself up anymore, I sat down on the stairs and buried my head between my chest and knees.
Suddenly, I felt a head knock mine. I looked up, and jungkook was there in his wolf form. He looked at me with soft eyes. Eyes of regret and pain. He didn't want to fight with me. I'm sure of that.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried out aloud. I let all my emotions out. Everything that I had been holding back since the kidnapping.
Y/n: You are b-bad jungkook!
He whimpered at my confession and changed back to his human form. He lifted my chin and wiped my tears away.
Jungkook: I'm sorry, love.
He said, stroking my back, trying to calm me down.
Jungkook: It's just that... it was so hard when you weren't here. When Johnathan took you, I felt like I had lost my mind. I would have killed everyone in this whole fucken world if I had too just to have you back in my arms. And when Hoseok said that you were in a coma, it felt like my soul had left my body. I failed Y/n. I failed to protect you. I failed to make you happy. I failed as Alpha King, I failed as a wolf, but most importantly, I failed as a mate. And I can't forgive myself for what had happened. It was entirely my fault. If I had just taken you who I really was. None of this would have happened. But I was too afraid.
He stopped for a second, trying to catch his breath.
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Jungkook: I was afraid that you would leave me.
Y/n: Oh Jungkook, I would never leave you. And I don't care about that you are the Alpha King. I love you! And that wouldn't have changed a single thing. I love you so much. And I am so glad that you finally opened up to me.
Jungkook: I love you too.
I wiped his tears away. Just like how he had done for me. And kissed him forehead.
Jungkook: Y/n, I am the Alpha King, and a king is nothing without his queen, so will you please be my Luna Queen?
Y/n: Of course, Jungkook!
I literally jumped into his arms and kissed him all over his face.
??: Such a beautiful couple. Almost makes me wish I didn't have to kill your precious Alpha king.
