ℑ𝔰𝔥𝔮-𝔢-𝔨𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔞

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Previously:
All the while thinking about the times when he only was happy and had someone caring for him from the past few months. He knows how Ruhani has matured a lot more than she was before and he is guilty of that but he is determined to do anything to get everything back on track even if it means killing himself for the happiness of his family. Not like he has anything left in him anymore, he is just a useless canvas now waiting to get thrown away.
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Author's pov

Just like that there was silence for the whole time, Digvijay and Ruhani standing in one corner and Trisha sitting with Avinay comforting him while telling him how important it is for him to be there for Jasmine mentally, physically and emotionally because the post birth phase is much more stressful and sometimes depressing for some moms. And because of which they need all the support they could get from their husband.

Ruhani:- To add on in Trisha Di's informal I'll tell you the fact that it is really hard to even pee so better keep her away from stress and give her all the rest.

Avinay:- Stop scaring me.

Ruhani:- I thought I mentioned it as a fact. It is true it hurts like hell even after giving birth like sitting, laying down, standing everything just hurts bad. And it bleeds all the nine months together.

Trisha laughed at their silliness and looked at Digvijay who was so lost in thought while looking at her belly which made her conscious even though her bump was visible it could easily be hidden by a loose kurti and that's how Trisha has hidden her belly right now with an overcoat because of the winter.

Trisha:- All okay?

This question of Trisha made Digvijay come out of his trance and the other two to also look at Digvijay.

Digvijay:- Yeah everything is okay, I was just thinking about something. Can we talk?

Trisha:- Sure.

Even though Trisha wasn't sure but she knew that this needs to be talked about and one day or another Digvijay needs to know about the baby because as much as it is Trisha's baby it is Digvijay's baby too and it is important for him to know, it's a major part of his life and considering the fact that Dadi will surely accuse her of cheating if this comes out later. She doesn't want her child to be called illegitimate, she can accept being called a single mother but not a cheater or worse, a slut.
They walked towards the terrace of the hospital, it was dark considering it was night and winter.

Digvijay:- I'm sorry for all the mistakes I have made.

Trisha:- You can't heal the broken pieces Digvijay, the open wounds won't stitch themselves up with your sorry.

Flashback••••••••••

Digvijay:- Can you stop being a cry baby for once? You are behaving like someone died, so stoic and tears rolling down your face.

Trisha:- The time you start fearing for someone's life that's not your own, you will become like me as well as Jay. The feeling of being helpless and realising every second that all the people who are with me right now, may not be with me any second of my life. Anything can happen to them when i am sleeping, eating or laughing. Right now you think that I am stupid because you don't care for anyone, the only thing you really care for is you and your own self. I hope that someday you feel what I am feeling right now and then you will know who was stupid and who was not.

Digvijay:- That's because I know for a fact that there will be no one for me when i am feeling what you are feeling right now. I am mature enough to realise things that you are not understanding right now. These feelings are nothing but just weakness.