Say you love me

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Yoongi is furious now. How dare Heri say she'll call another man, especially that fucker Jungkook. His eyes are blazing but she doesn't cower. "Answer me" He grits as his eyes bore into her. "You heard me" she says all smug and snotty. "You're not going to fuck around with me. Go call your girlfriend and I'll call my man. Now get out of my room Yoongi." His chest starts to rise and fall faster and his grip on her throat gets a little tighter as he steps closer to her. His eyes blaze with fury before he smirks at her. "Is that what you want Heri? You want me to call Adora and have her come over? You want to lay in your bed again while you listen to me fuck the life out of her?" His words hurt her but she's too mad to show it. "Go ahead, I don't care. But I won't be sitting and listening, I'll call Jungkook and be busy myself." His smirk falls and only rage is left. He pushes her by her neck to fall onto her bed. She raises up on her elbows as he grabs her legs and flips her onto her stomach. She starts to thrash around as he climbs over her. "Get off me!" She yells but he grabs her hands and holds them down beside her head. He leans down to her ear and whispers, "you want to be fucked? Then I fucking do it." She cries out as he enters her hard and fast. It hurts. She's shocked that he's doing this when she didn't let him. He groans feeling how tight she is. She thrashes more and yells for him to get off but he starts to pound into her, him using his legs to spread hers for him.

He's so caught up in his anger and want for her that he doesn't realize what he's doing. He's fucking her without her consent. He's fucking her while she's yelling for him to stop. He comes back to reality when she screams so loud for him to get off her and tries to buck her hips. What is he doing?? His movements stop but he doesn't pull out. Instead he leans down and kisses her head. His hands that are holding her tight against her mattress now intertwine with hers as he begins to whisper apologies. "I'm so sorry Her. What the fuck am I doing?" He rests his head on her back and kisses it softly. She doesn't push against him anymore, she just lays still under him as he keeps apologizing. He then leans up and she's able to flip onto her back. He's able to see her and sees she's not as affected as she sounded. She's not crying nor does she look scared. She's breathing heavily but doesn't appear scared. She just stares at him. He does what he feels compelled to do and leans down, softly kissing her. She responds and his heart relaxes some. He cups her face softly as he kisses her and keeps apologizing. "I'm so sorry Her. Please forgive me, I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. I'm sorry." She doesn't say anything but he relaxes more when he feels her soft fingers glide around his back and hold him. He sighs and rests his head on hers. "I never want to hurt you" he whispers. "You've only hurt me with your words. Just your words." Her words hit him hard. All the shitty things he's said to her has hurt her. She didn't act like they had but, then again, she did act that way. She stopped talking to him. She became distant and like a stranger to him.

He kisses her again and then leans up as he softly strokes her face with his thumbs and says, "I'm sorry." She smiles softly and shakes her head. "Forgiven Yoongs." He knows he doesn't deserve to be forgiven that fast but he's still grateful. "You're the most important person in my life. I never want to hurt you." She nods and replies, "me neither." He then feels the tip of his cock against her entrance and it comes back to life. He wants her so bad, there's no question. But he doesn't know if it's a good idea after what he almost just did. Well, what he started to actually do. They are silent as they just look into each others eyes. It's not awkward, it feels, comfortable. "Why am I still laying here with my dick against your pussy?" She can't help but laugh and it's music to his ears. He laughs with her and then she taps his back saying, "then get off me." He chuckles but then just smiles at her. "What if I don't want to?" She stops laughing and looks at him again. He runs his thumb across her cheek again and then says, "I want you so fucking bad Her. Is that so fucking wrong on every level?" She sighs and then shrugs. "I don't know how to answer that." Her voice is so soft. He takes a chance and pushes down some, his tip sliding through her folds. Her eyes flutter and she lets a sigh leave her lips. "Do you want me?" She fully opens her eyes again and looks at him. "Tell me you do and I'll give you everything you want."