A Girls Best Friend

Love Hurts

Another day, another hour or.. Afternoon of moping around waiting for miracle. Now she's not saying she hates Nora Enough to want her dead, but she wouldn't be to upset at the world if she got hit by a car or something and died.  But like iv mentioned she doesn't hate Nora. She was on her couch with Luna, scrolling on tinder, trying not at least put herself out there like her sister had been pleading with her.

Lilith bad always done her best to to pry to much into her little sisters inimate or romantic life, even though by dictionary definition edas love life was non existent. However enough is enough, especially after Lilith found edas shrine of Raine under her bed looking for a pen she dropped.   So eda agreed to at least consider new people into the equation, but it's not like she was really interested.

All this did was prove her loyalty to someone who wasn't even hers.     Then edas phone rang, it was Raines mother. Eda did have contact with tracy, since she would usually ask about Raine because they were notorious for not answering for their mom. Not because they had a strained relationship, but because tracy constantly embarrassed them, to the point if public shame, simply asking when they would get laid.

"Hello.. "

"Edalyn! Darling how are you?"

"Great actually.. Uhm you?"

"Doing just fine, say, would you mind coming over?"

"Oh, alright, what for?"

"Because I'm old and need company"

"Fair point, I'm on the way"

Eda hung up and put on a jacket since it was cold, and left.

When she got to Tracy's house, it was exactly as she remembered when's eh came over a lot as a teenager.  "Eda, glad to see you, dear" tracy said, and invited eda to sit down. "So.. How've you been Ms tracy?" Eda asked. "I'm so sorry, lemme cut the bullshit, your sister asked that I speak to you" treauc chuckled. "Of course she did.. " eda sighed. "Don't be mad at her, she's just worried about you" tracy said. "There's no need to worry about me, I'm fine" eda assured. "But honey your not, your faking and lying.. Acting even, non of that is okay" tracy said, and looked at eda with concern.

Eda looked down, and said. "What do you mean? I'm not acting ? " she said. "Darling a hell of an actress, but not good enough to fool me.. It's killing you.. Isn't it"  tracy asked. Edas eyes well up, as she tried not to cry. Tracy noticed, and stroked edas hair. "You know.. It's okay to cry" she assured.  Eda wiped her face, and shook her head. "I'm fine, I'm not crying" eda said then tried her best to keep a smile.  Tracy chuckled lightly and put a hand and edas shoulder. "Darling, that wasn't a question" tracy teased.  Eda started giggling, which faded into cry as tears strolled down her face.

Teach smiled softly, as this was the first time she'd seen eda cry, but it was a  good thing because it meant she wasn't holding up some facade that she was okay.  Tracy held eda close,letting her cry. "Sweet girl.. You feel so much" Tracy sighed. "Is there.. A way to make my feelings go away?" Eda asked, as she started to pull herself together.  Tracy chuckled. "Sweet girl.. No I don't, but you shouldn't be in a rush to get rid of them..  tracy said. "but they hurt.." Eda whispered. "I know.. And it's going to hurt for a long time, but you'll find the love your looking for eventually.. Weather it be Raine.. Or someone else"
Tracy told her but eda couldn't think of herself with anyone but Raine.

Regardless she nodded, then her phone started ringing.

"Uh.. Hey?"

"Heyy.. Uhm.. Eda I need your help"

"Erica? What's going on?"

"Rosie is currently locked in our room, and is.. Giving me the silent treatment"

"Damn.. What did you do?"

"I DON'T KNOW"

"Alright alright, il be there"

Eda hung up and sighed.

Tracy giggled. "You go honey, but remember what I said" she insisted.  Eda nodded. "It's.. Okay to cry" eda muttered.

Eda got to Erica, and Rose's apartment to try and see what's up. Erica was pacing and eda could see the door where their room was. "So.. What happened? Rose is usually so kind and forgiving" eda said. "I don't even know! She asked we like.. The weirdest question ever, and now she's mad at me!" Erica said. "What was the question?" Eda asked. Erica scoffed
"She's asked if I'd still love her if she was a worm, and I said no" hearing that she immediately said. "Damn, you fucked up"  eda said. "Eda help me out here!"  Erica pleaded. Eda sighed. 

Eda knew what that question really ment.
(Side note, I had to loook that shit up, because I didn't know what I ment.. Soo enjoy free information for yalls single asses)

"Erica..she isn't really asking for you to love something that wiggles around in the dirt" eda said. "Then why would she ask me that!?" Erica asked. "You clueless hoe.. It's a coded question.. She wants to know if you'd love her no matter what"  eda said. Erica looked confused. "Well of course.. Why wouldn't i?" Erica asked. "Shit dude.. Maybe it's because you'll bend her over everything living breathing moment of her life! You guys are good inimatly, but it wouldn't hurt to be a little more romantic" eda scolded. "It's almost Valentine's Day, get her something on the 14th, you make love to her, now just make her feel loved"  eda instructed.  Erica processed what eda said, then face palmed. "Damnit.. J fucked up really bad.. " she cursed. "It's  alright, love can hurt sometimes" eda said in a light chuckle. "Yeah.. Speaking of.. You and Raine?.. How's it going?" Erica asked. Eda chuckled softly. "It's not going at all.. But I'm okay" eda said.  Eda looked at the door, then at Erica.

Eda then left, and decided to go home. 

When she got there, she saw noa at her door. "Noa? What are you doing here?" Eda asked. "There you are! I was waiting   for you" he said happily. "Oh? What's up" eda asked. "Nothing, I just know you've been down lately so I thought I'd give you a confidence boost" noa said, then handed eda their phone. 

Noa had made eda a social media account, and posted a few pictures of her that he had. "Woah, uh.. That's.. A lot of people" eda said when she saw 500 people were following the account. "Yeah, now just look at the comments" noa said. Eda looked at the comments if a picture of her holding Luna. It was nothing but compliments.  Eda smiled softly, and looked up at noa. "People.. Really think I'm this pretty?" Eda asked. "Your beautiful, sometimes its a lot harder to see when you don't feel loved" noa explained.  "You don't have to act.. You don't have to pretend, you know just always got your back, girlie" noa assured her. "Your the best.." Eda said, and hugged noa tightly. 

Noa laughed, and hugged eda back. "Il send you the username and password later, so just relax" noa said. "K.. Thanks, your literally the best" eda gushed.   

Noa, left and eda sat on her bed with Luna just looking at the few pictures were posted. One was eda sitting on the grass just a few days ago.  A lot of comments saying she was beautiful. Although eda never really had low self esteem, she never really posted on social media, mainly because bshe wanted to preserve herself Raine, which seemingly wasn't an option anymore.   

She like all the sudden compliments, and decided maybe it was time to let go. I mean it would be extremely difficult, and she might have to cry for a long time, and use a few of their jackets for while, but she decided nthat she would be okay