Rythme de L'amour

Chapter 15

August 2023

LISA POV

I can let my hair down

I can say anything crazy

I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground

With nothing but a t-shirt on

I never felt so beautiful

Baby, as I do now

Now that I'm with you

With you, with you, with you

Now that I'm with you

I heard this song from my cousin and I liked it and loved it even more now, maybe because I can relate so much. I look at Frédéric still asleep in our bed shirtless from the bathroom door, I wearing nothing but his button down long sleeve dress shirt, with him like what the song says, I can be myself, I can wear my hair however I like, no make-up no problem, he always makes me feel confident, safe and beautiful. He never doubted my talents or my abilities so when I brought up the idea that I want to do Crazy Horse, I think he was shocked at first as he didn't expect that from me but he said he will support me if I really want to try it, I am worried that people differently but he assured me that they won't and my fans will know that it is an art and nothing but. I want to do the things that makes me happy and performing arts is one them, I know doing a show with Crazy Horse will spike something, it will be out of the norm, different from KPOP, nothing the conservative will like. I have not asked my parents what they think yet but I will soon.

I know many have been trying to get his attention for years even now that he is in a relationship, there are some who still try, I just don't get why there are women who still go after a man who is obviously in a relationship, was it for the thrill? Fred said it is one of the reason but majority is his surname and their business, in other words, they are after their wealth and the add-ons being an Arnault or with an Arnault. I mean I know they are rich, old rich, ultra-mega rich but what so special about it though? What is more important love or wealth? I don't care about his money, I have my own and then some. Their business? I do not need or want it, our family have our own, they get by just fine without associating them with LVMH. I do not care about his name, I love him for himself and nothing else. I am not saying I am better than any of those girls but I won't go after a man because of those reasons, that just degrading. My paternal grandmother, yes, my biological paternal grandmother always says I do not need to find a rich man just a man who loves me for who I am. Many do not know about that side of my family as we decided to keep it private not even YGE knew. Papa died when I was a baby, did not have a chance to see him but my grandparents are very much present and they let my Mom remarried after 4 years to my Dad, Chef Marco who became a father to me. As sole heir to my Papa's wealth and businesses you can imagine the horror when I told them I am going to South Korea to train and become an idol. No one agrees, no wants me to go but I have a passion with performing arts so they let me go but Mom made a deal with YGE that they will let me have my own credit card with limit linked to my Mom since I will be far away from home. For years I have no access to my bank accounts until I turned 18, I left my debit and credit cards at home, I only brought my Miu Miu wallet on chain, my YSL long wallet and my Chanel back pack as they want me to "learn" how to manage my own finances but I don't think I have learned anything in the early years though but now I am learning and I know how to managed it. Sometimes.

I saw my phone lights up and the alarm went on.

It's 9 in the morning already and we need to leave for Monaco at 12nn and here's my handsome boyfriend sleeping soundly. I walked towards him and climb on my side of the bed to wake him up.