Surrender Your Heart By Angel X

Grandma-ma POV

*** Straight from heaven...

As I look at my grand daughter , fighting for her dear life... 

I constantly watch over her, nudge her in different directions. Keeping the hope alive, as she drifts off in her dreams. Her happy place. Her solace and the place where hope reigns. I keep the nightmares away. This is the most I can do. Due to divine instruction.

She was always a bright eyed beauty, filled with hope and possibilities. Talented beyond measure. She could bake at the age of 4, paint and draw better than the children her age. She never struggled in math and languages. My beautiful grand daughter added 4 languages to her number of languages each year and she loves learning about far away places. These languages were not her mother tongue but she  learned immaculately. My little Angel had won over many hearts with her sweetness and her manners. She is such a doll.

Here she lies, too fragile and too weak to move and to do any daily activities. She should be living and doing what every pre-teen does. These days has seem so difficult for her. Too hard to breathe, tears flow followed by aches and pains. Ghastly pale and too skinny... 

Different from the plump rosy cheeked girl everyone knew. I asked, her Angel assigned to her daily. To help her and to keep fighting, keep going because it's not the end. 

She's only 13, she has her entire life ahead of her. That's what everyone thinks or says even I am watching from afar. I am allowed close to her and she answers me with a smile as she can see me.  She can actually see me, and feel me. 

As we have our conversation. 

Her Angel watches us closely. She looks directly at him her assigned Angel, smiles and says, "Wow, my Angel is here grandma-ma!!!"

"He is so handsome. Isn't he?"

"He has not left my side. Is it time?" 

All I can do is nod, as I need special permission to speak. It is not time for her to receive her other gift yet. I am only given the permission to nod, no.

She continues to smile sweetly even by the exhaustion on her beautiful face.

The clock is ticking and there isn't much time left to do, what I came to do. I must have done something  good in my lifetime on earth to have been granted this. Every day I was given the opportunity to greet her and watch over her until she recovers. My presence is a lifetime reminder for her, that there is a Almighty(The Most High), and that she would need to convey that even if the world be against her. In every state of adversity in the future. In every state of happiness to remember HIM. 

As I am given the instruction today, to give her a hug and kiss. One sentence may be uttered. Grandma-ma loves you, my little angel. She will be relieved with some pain. The smile remains with all the pain and tears. "Grandma-ma loves you, my little angel." Carved out in her tablet of lifetime of memories to be remembered at all times. 

Her Angel, gives the indication that it is time to go. I have never communicated with her Angel either. Or have been allowed to.  All He does is what he is meant to, without question or hesitation. It is time to leave. There is only important communication being exchanged. We are gone in an instant. She has the ability to communicate with him. Her Angel, if you're thinking. It must be so special to be given that gift. As they're not allowed without permission. Sometimes I wonder if the world knew that we had life after death. If they would start believing again. I can watch over her. Most times, I am given the go ahead to help her to attain goals and reach dreams. I am forever with her.

I see the doctor enters her room. The doctor examines her, runs a few tests and smiles. 

"Sweetheart, there has been improvements since last week. Keep it up. Don't give up. "

The doctor smiles, while soothing the hair away from her eyes.

"No I will not give up, my grandma-ma was here and she helped with the pain. I will be healthy soon. My Angel was here too, he looked so handsome"

The doctor turns and looks at the nurse with worry.

"Sister, I think our sweetheart has some form of delirium. Will you watch her closely while I have another look over her test results?"

The nurse turns to gives my grand daughter a smile and nods to the doctor.

The doctor heads off, lab coat swaying away as he moves far away. Emotionally and mentally.

I can tell, what she told he makes him feel uneasy.

Maybe in my past life I would think so too, the way the doctor or the nurse thinks. When there has been no sightings and spiritual experiences in your life. Sometimes we tend to judge things according to our understanding or what seems factual. What has been proven. When the time comes and death comes knocking on your door. Not a day too early or a day too late. It is such a shame when one dies without the knowledge or understanding. 

All that is left when you crossover is regret. 

Deep regret.

Even I have a mission before I crossed over from purgatory to one of the stages...

There are many levels. Levels to getting into level one heaven. 

When my little angel heals and lives  her purpose I will move to level two. If not, I would have failed her. I wish everyone would know that, it is essential to live your life purpose. To the best of your ability too. Always choosing what is right for you. You can free generations passed and create new and even better generations to come.  

That is my message to you.