Surrender Your Heart By Angel X

I wish Heaven had visiting hours

"I wish heaven had visiting hours. 

I wish I had one more moment with you.

The loss has been devastating...

I wish I could reach out and touch you, feel you, hug you.

To send you a message( my mum's joke about sending a message via phone to the Almighty.) That would make you smile and hear your giggle...I hope you're smiling.

All I can do is pray for you. 

Your forgiveness and that you're in a better place. 

That you're at peace and sometimes you get a glimpse of me.

Praying for you."

Grandma-ma it has been a while since I've connected with you. Why haven't you visited me?

I haven't seen you since I have recovered. Since you gave me the message about your next level and my new level too.

I watched my dear loved one say a little poetry note for me from above. The note was folded so tiny and hid in the bow around flowers for my grave. She made sure she had extra time where she wouldn't be bothered by others and said a loud prayer, adjusting her attire. As special attire is always worn to gravesites. 

I enjoy coming to pray by your grave grandma-ma. I think back to when I was ill and you would visit. Help me, by showing what I need to do next. I never gave up hope and never diminished in faith. It is peaceful. The sun always seems to shine that day. Especially on your grave and I know you are in a good place. In a good state. You're in a good place, my wish came true. For your life you lived has been quite extraordinary, people come from all over the world to recall how exemplary your character was. Even today, so many years later. 

I say a prayer and hold on to my chest. My heart warms when I think of you. 

I love you grandma-ma.

A few minutes later***

Come lets go little angel, it's time to go home now. 

We will be back soon.