Summer Love (ʟɪʀʀʏ sᴛᴀʏɴᴇ)

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so so so sorry for the late update but I am so much stuff going on. Like I have my GCSE's coming up next year so I have choose my options and stuff and then we have parents evening and stufff and I am totally not relaxing right now :( so sorry if this chapter is a bit shitty but I hope its not :)

and here are this chapter's lyrics :) -

Each time I take you back,

You bring one thousand cracks,

And I accept them.

and don't forget to check out my new ziam story if you haven't already :) It's a vampire au (what?! I love vampire :D) and that's all! hope you enjoy it :)

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*Harry's POV*

I couldn't sleep, I couldn't think and I couldn't do anything except worry. Liam still wasn't back and it was already midnight, way past out camp bedtime. I was scared, so scared that I had lost him, scared that he was kidnapped or dead or- don't even let me go there.

"Lou, let me go! please..I swear I wouldn't do anything else that would ruin this situation more! I just want to know if he is safe or not!" I pleaded to Louis, who was silently reading a book whilst laying down on my bed. Although he was reading the book, I could tell he just as worried as there was a visible frown on his face and I sighed just wanting Liam in my arms. But he ignored me, again.

I wish today hadn't happened. Well some of it and the kiss was not some of it. It was wonderful and I could still feel the presence and the wetness and the scent of Liam's lips on mine and I licked my lips again to feel more of it as I was finding it really comforting right now. I could still feel the goosebumps and the suddering shivers which had ran through my body when I had held Liam and I could also feel my body begging to hold Liam again and I would have. I would have held Liam in my arms again and would've told him I was sorry and that he wasn't a mistake and that I was stupid for ever letting him go.

But I couldn't, not when I was clueless to where he even was. And now my mind was all but normal and I was nervously biting my nails to keep the pinch of patience I still had.

"Louisss..." I said again, my voice begging him as he turned to face me this time. he sighed and layed his book down on the bedside table.

"Harry give it some time and give him some time. He needs some time esspecially after what you said to him" Louis voice was bitter, worried,angry, friendly and what not. It was shocking on how many tones he can use in one sentence. He got up from the bed and made his way to the bed where Niall was sleeping soundly, low snores leaving is mouth once in a while. 

I watched as Louis gave Niall's sleeping form a smile and he pecked his forehead and I would have definatetly cooed at how cute they were if I didn't have my own problems. Louis sighed turning away from Niall and gave me a small smile before slipping into his bed and turning one of the lamps off. 

"Night Haz. Please go to sleep. Liam knows how to look after himself and trust me he would be fine. He probably stayed at Logan's cabin or something. Please just go to sleep and give Li some time. You own him that much" Louis whispered though kept his voice loud enough for me to hear it. I sighed and slipped myself into my own bed, tossing and turning as I tried to find a spot of warmth. It wasn't the same without Liam not being in here.

After an hour or so, I gave up sleeping and got out of bed, slipping on my shoes and coat as I made my way silently out of the cabin making sure all the others were fast sleeping. For a moment, I just stared at the silent area in front of me, taking in the calmness of the night and the hushed whispers of the surrounding trees. Where can Liam be?

I decided to check the back on the lake first and yeah I should have done that ages ago because there was Liam's body crunched up into a small ball as he sat near the edge of the lake. I crossed my fingers and raced towards him making sure no one was able to hear me or even see me. 

"Please go away Harry. Don't want to hear you tonight, tomorrow or ever" Liam hissed as I edged closer to him. He had been crying, it was so obvious the way his voice was thick and deeper than ever. I hated myself so much right now. No one should ever make Liam cry. I was suppose to protect Liam, keep him happy but I did the complete opposite of it. Hurt him, made him cry and god knows what else. Ignoring his words I sat down next to him as close as I possibly could right now. I ruined it so now I am going to fix it.

"I'm sorry...I -" I stared, but I got interuppted by Liam's sobs and I know I shouldn't have but I snaked my arms around him, bringing him in closer to me and his salty tears ran down my t-shirt.

"Why Harry? You just- It's hurts and I jus-

"Shhhh.Li, Just I am sorry. I wasn't thinking what I was doing and then the kiss was perfect and you and I am so sorry" I whispered into his hair and he gripped on my t-shirt finally pushing himself closer to me and I sighed, finally feeling better as Liam's scent filled up my nostrils.

"Was I really a regret?" he asked and I shook my head pecking his tossled hair and weaving my fingers to his and sighing again.

"Then why Harry?" He asked, looking up and I stared in awe at the boy in front on me.

He was a sight of wonder under the shining rays of moons and I couldn't help but kiss his cheeks because his eyes although were red from all the crying, they still were shining brightly reflecting the shining light of the moon. And then I was clearly able to see the different shades of brown in his hair and I had to run my hand through his hair because he was beautiful.

So, I pulled him in slowly grabbing his neck and pushing my face closer to his. Although, his eyes looked hestiant, he still closed them and I froze watching the way his eyelashes brushed gently against his cheeks as he waited for my lips and I smiled leaning in and finally brushing my lips against his in to a small kiss.

"I was scared Li, that's why." I whispered against his lips when I had pulled away.

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so has I said before he would probably be shitty and I am so so so sorry :( but promise I will update soon as easter holidays are on their way and ye no school :)

here are the lyrics for this chapter, if you have forgotten them or something-

Each time I take you back,

You bring one thousand cracks,

And I accept them.

and that's all :) 

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